That's me :)

I don't know why I think of myself as an ugly duckling. But I always do. I don't think it's because I think I'm ugly (even though I do think that sometimes). It's more about how I feel about myself as a whole. I just don't feel secure; I don't feel like I belong. I feel like a piece of dirt on a pristine white plate. I wonder why:

1. I have no friends. (Well that's an understatement; a few people do talk to me sometimes. But other than that, nil.)

2. I'm away from my family. (Pretty much living in a boarding school, 9 hours away from my family.)

3. I am the least confident person you will ever mean.

4. NO ONE NOTICES ME

Yeah. No one talks to me. No one notices me when I walk into a room. It's the worst feeling ever. There must be something wrong with me. I wish I felt like a swan; like the other girls in my grade. They confident, and pretty, and they have tons of friends. I just wanna be a normal teenager. I wanna be able to do girly things with my girly friends and gossip and have sleepovers and all that stuff. But I guess that sort of stuff only happens to other people. Not me.