I'm a brazilian 23 yeras old man.I live here in Brazil since i was born. I have a good childhood.I was a happy boy! I aways been friend of every body.Everybody likes me.Like my stories,my jokes Isn't fakeness, they really loves me! But,i have a great dilema to solve.I'm gay! In a country que hate gays!It's very dificult to me,to express my feelings,my sex needs. Recently,i bought a PC. It's the only way of,a shy guy like me,find a boyfriend or just a casual date.And trough the internet i read and learn more about the GLTB movement. And i find what i really like.Bears! I discovered that i like masculine men,especialy teh mature ones. Maybe theres a explanation for my likes.I have an theory. I don't agrow beside my father,my parents are "separatede",since my 12 years old. A paternal figure it's important in the boy sexual and intelectual formation. I think that my wish for mature men is a search for this figure. The protection,the teaching a nd orientation thats an father can give to you son. So,it's enough for today. See you another day...