I have just started this and I have no idea if anyone would read my blog, in fact I don't really care if no reads it. Maybe I do care just a tiny bit but if no one has the time for my blog - that's okay.
At this very moment, I am feeling empty. I think because everything is somewhat against me. I just feel like the universe has this personal agenda against me. Not good, mind you.
I just recently moved into a new house and I had registered for a new Internet account because the area - well, the house actually - does not have a phone line etc so I had to get everything done as soon as possible as it will be easier for me to communicate with my J, my bf. It has been a long time since we had a decent chat and cam session so I was pumped up to get everything in place the soonest possible.
Well the network provider - let's call it Streamass (it's actually Streamyx but trust me, they are a load of crap!!!) techinician told me that a modem is ready to picked up and I can get everything installed on my own since it comes with a booklet and I am computer literate so i guess I will have no problem in setting up the connection.
So off my brother and I went to the new house and got everything installed. So, I should be excited right? Nooo. The stupid connection was not responding so I opted to call the customer service helpline and when I got through, apparently the lady said that in my area, there isn't any port hence the problem in connecting. Great! How can you not tell me that earlier when I registered and the thing is, before you register they would check to see if there is port in the area which clearly, the technician did so - that was how I got myself registered in the first place. Anyway, long story short - I was told that only in Nov will I be able to get connection. Nov!!! Whooppeee!!! I bet J would love hearing that!
What I decided to do was scream at them and told them to cancel my account. I was so upset because this is so typical of Streamass and a few of my friends have told me about this network provider...
So that's done right? Nope! I went to another provider and they said it will take 2 weeks for me to get a freaking modem. Nice. Another month without J and this is all not helping with our situation at all.
Now that is one thing. For now, I am still waiting for my modem to be picked up from Celcom - which was suppose to be good but again, am still waiting. It has been 3 days now and they said within 2 days, I would hear from them. Guess what? I haven't. Not even a single ring from them.
Apart from that, I have applied for 3 credit cards. I don't have one of my own, only supplementary as I am daddy's girl so I decided it will be time for me to get my own and I am a good pay master so nothing to worry about.
I was thinking of using them to purchase my air ticket to visit my bf. Cash is good enough for me but there is always a good price on air tickets if you purchased one online. So I applied from 3 different banks and yup, you got that right!! They rejected my applications! I have no idea why!!!!!! Seriously, the world is against me!!
I did not ask or applied for any loans, I do not owe banks anything and yet my applications were rejected?!
The thing is, I keep telling myself something must be wrong. Maybe it is not the time for me to visit him... or maybe this is not meant to be??
What is it? It's really bothering me because it's been such a long time since I last had a bf, a decent one at that and he really makes me happy. So why is it so hard for us to connect and meet?
Mann... this is really bringing me down. I just forgot how happy I used to be. I mean, I am - was for now - a cheerful girl who has a smile for everyone... and I do not have or hold any grudges against anyone - it's always the other way around and even that I have no idea why as I see myself as someone who doesn't mess with anyone just for the sake of messing. Get what I mean? I'm not saying that I am an angel, I do bitch about people now and then, who doesn't but I don't go all out to ruin someone's day....
Arrrghhh - this is soooo depressing. Gonna make myself coffee.. Want one, anyone?
