a few of the people i love reading on here are no longer updating. it's sad. it's like having a television series get canceled right in the middle of the season. and sorry for my own lack of updates for anyone who's been stopping by. sometimes i just don't have the words. and other times there's just too many words, spilling out all at once so nothing seems to make sense.
things continue to go well for my husband and i and our little girlfriend. it's been about a month since the whole thing started. it's hard to believe a month has already passed, but relationship wise, a month is hardly a dent in the grand picture. which excites me...we're aiming for a VERY grand picture. i'm very pleased with things.
right now the two of them are on a little date. tonight i didn't feel like doing much of anything...very pms-y and bloated and all around gross feeling, so i've decided to give the two a little "them" time. i'm not sure what their plan is...probably a movie. but i love it. i love that they are out hopefully enjoying themselves, wrapped up in all that warm and fuzzy new relationship energy that's so strong i will feel it when my husband crawls into bed tonight.
i've really been enjoying all our time together. i love how it feels when the three of us are all together wrapped in each others arms. my husband in the middle with my arm across his chest, reaching out for her arm comming across his chest from the other side. or with her head in my lap, and her feet in his, the two of us able to caress her body together. i had no idea it could ever feel this good. how did i get so lucky?
