Hello people here. I'M SO FREAKING BROKEN BY A SCORPIO GUY AND SERIOUSLY NEEDS HELP >:(
I just known this new guy in my class and he's kinda good looking. He didnt catch my attention initially but lata I noticed him staring at me quite frequently. He added me in his msn but we didnt really chat. And I kept avoiding contacts with him in school. Somehow deliberately ignored his presence. Things started gg wrong when his msn nicks started to relate to my actions. We ended up in the same grp for a whole yr grpwk. We started to interact more often and he even asked for my number. You know cancer girls are so damn sensitive so I started bloggin stuff abt him. His msn nick would respond to all that I've written in my posts!!!
For the first few months he hanged out with this pretty girl in my class and rumors started spreading that he likes her. Its true enough and I chose to believe it. Didnt fell for him yet though. I had another guy I liked and my frens started spreading abt it. Then he started to find chances to walk to and fro school. He treated me extra nice during outdoor grp meetings. We even shared meals together. I FELL FOR HIM. So my fren helped me confess to him but he rejected it immediately )':
After a month or so, he started avoiding the pretty girl and rumors spread that she rejected him. I've decided to move on and give up on him. We lost the close contact for quite sometime.
Only recently, we had intensive grpwk again. He started to go back to how he was. During grp meetings he would help me carry my bag and even hug it. We started to coincidently meet on the way to school. Almost everyday we would go school together. In class we would exchange earphones and hp to listen to each another's songs. But the guy I used to like started smsing me, he smsed and called me when I'm with the scorpio guy. It spreaded throughout the class and he witnessed them all.
The situation now is, many girls are falling for him especially X. Rumors are spreading again, saying he likes the girl who has once confessed to him. My heart beats for him again. But it turns out that she's the best fren X. He intensively smsed her and chat with her on msn but the girl kept pushin him to X cause she doesnt likes him anymore (all heard from rumors). I dont wanna believe it so I asked him personally, if he really likes her. He told me he's not sure now and refuses to answer me.
But all these while his nick still responds to mine, I falling deep for him again cause I'm starting to believe it might be me. Now the rumors spread so deadly that whole class knows he likes her. They have never openly talked abt him and her but my fren overheard the conversation the guys were having. IT KILLS ME INSIDE. I dont know what am I suppose to react to this. Everything I thought it was now all came to naught. I still dont wanna believe despite it all. Tell me what's happening????!!!
THIS SCORPIO GUY IS DRIVING ME NUTS!!!