So I came back yesterday from my vegas trip. It was alright. The hotel was absolutely nasty. But aside that. I came home to a clean house which was nice. I was excited to see AJ. I felt that when I talked to him when I was gone, that I would come home and things would change. However, they didnt. AJ told me that he had phone sex with this one girl who tells him "rape me" . Now this has happened a couple times. So I recall back to a conversation where he said he had thrown her number away. He pormised. So I say to him, " I thought you threw her number away?" Oh damn. Hes caught. He starts an argument over it, but I am sooo done with this. I leave and go to see my friend who had a baby while I was away. I get into my car only to discover its littered with coffee cups and vitiman water bottles. Oh fuck no I yell. Then I discover he has taken down everything I put in my car (a pic of me and him, he left it in the sun, my tassel from school) I was so mad!!! I called him and told him I dont leave trash in his car. I come home and make dinner and go to bed. I get up this morning to him asking me if he can take my car to work. I think "its 5am what the fuck? So I am angry, I get up. His car is absolutely illegal and you want me to drive it!!! I was upset but since he had a fit I said okay take my car. Then I asked him where that girls number was. I wanted it. He gave it to me. That sly piece of shit wrote her number inside a joke he wrote down that I had seen like 5 times. I was pissed. He said he wrote it on the bathroom wall at work. I told him, this isnt working out. You constantly hurt me and expect me to forgive you every time. You have done this to me over and over and its always the same thing. I cannot believe I am so damn dumb. I cried. He said he wanted to work things out and he loved me. I told him he needed to go to work. So then I leave for work and of course he had no gas in his car. So I start driving and the damn tire is wobbling and went flat. I was pissed. I called him and told him. I had to take the fucking bus to work!!!!! I own a car and pay for my car and I had to take the bus. Man I am not having a good day.



