Hi everybody,
Blogslut here again. Not much to talk about on the bdsm front at the moment, as it is exam week for little old me this week. 2 exams down, 1 left to go.
You'll be happy to know, I'm sure, that they've gone pretty well though. I'm feeling confident.
So, no bdsm news as I said as J has left me alone for the most part this week, knowing how important my exams are to me. He's sweet like that. That said, I've missed him over the past few days that I haven't seen him, and even more so I have missed the tasks and the outfit requests. It's not quite as much fun slipping into a short skirt and stockings when I'm not doing it for him, or not getting that random afternoon text telling me to remove my underwear or bring myself to the brink of orgasm.
It's kind of funny how I've gotten so used to being given regular tasks, and to the feeling of being controlled more often than not. But it's not a feeling I have any intention of getting rid of, as I love it, I really do.
I'll see J next on Friday evening when we go out... a whole 6 days since I last saw him, which also means I'll owe him 6 blow jobs!
We have a ritual, he gets a minimum of one blow job per day, every day, regardless of whether we get together or not. And we do it on an accrual but no prepayment basis. That's just an in-joke for me as I'm training to be an accountant!! lol. It just means that if I don;t give him a blow job one day, I owe him two the next. However, if I give him two in one day, the next day it's back to normal and I still owe him one for the day.
So I was up to date as of last Saturday, so come Friday I'm going to owe him one for every day between Sunday and Thursday, plus Friday's. I don't have to do them all on Friday though, that would be hard work!! lol. Especially as there are rules as to what is classed as a blow job or not. His rules state that it must last five minutes or until his orgasm - whichever comes first (no pun intended).
There is a grey area though - shockingly. If I'm not "giving" the blow job - ie: he's in control of it - should that be classed as a blow job nevertheless?? Answers on a postcard please! Master J lets it slide if I'm behind on my duties, but if I'm all up to date, or if he's just feeling that way inclined, he insists that it doesn't count.
One bj a day may not seem that hard - but it can be if I don't see him every day. For a while we experimented with it being two a day rather than just the one, but that did really get too much. He went away for a week and came back with me owing him 15 blow jobs. Lock jaw was the least of my problems in the few days after that - not to mention I had an unexplainable sore throat for a week!
Anyway, better go do some more revision - thanks for reading!
Blogslut xxx
blogslut posted on Jun 20, 2007
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silverwhisper said on Jun 20, 2007....
me, i think that you should definitely go down on him as long as your jaw holds up with breaks every now and again in the middle. he'll likely be holding his climax, is my guess--after not having seen you for so long, i suspect he'll have other plans for his essence.
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collared_whore's_Master said on Jun 20, 2007....
blogslut,Being collared_whore's_Master, W/we enjoy many of the same D/s play as J & you do. I too enjoy controlling My whore by dressing her & having her masturbate in unusual places. I'm sure she'd agree that giving up control is something she needs from Me regularly. It appears that you are missing that a bit this week. Like most things in life, there needs to be balance. This holds true in a D/s relationship as well. Perhaps you should have Him control you in some small way to get you through this "down time" during finals week.As for the "grey area" of blowjobs, I fully agree with J. When I am in control & using My collared whore's mouth as a fuck hole, she is not giving Me a blowjob, I am giving her mouth a fucking. It's the who's doing the giving that makes all of the difference. I'm sure pleasing J is important to you, so all I can say is start sucking! -
collared_whore said on Jun 20, 2007....
blogslut,i have to agree with J and my Master that giving a blow job is different from when your Dom takes control and fucks your mouth. Btw, that ritual sounds like a lot of fun. -
lfbno7 said on Jun 21, 2007....
here in america we call it a cash or accrual basis. so if you owe him 6 blow jobs, none are counted if you are on a cash basis, but all 6 count right now if you are measuring on an accrual basis.
while i was writing this, i noticed a long post from suzan123. please don't respond to it. it is obviously a scam. yeah, sure, 18 million dollars and you get 15%. what a lot of nonsense that is. ivory coast my foot. i think they even misspelled it in french. isn't it cote d'ivoire? didn't they leave out the d? that's pretty sad if i know more french than they do. i had to cheat on my french finals to pass.
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blogslut said on Jun 21, 2007....
silverwhisper - thanks for the comment. :-)collared_whores_master & collared_whore - glad to see that I'm not the only one who enjoys the sort of things I enjoy. And don't worry, I have been missing His control a little this week, but he's promised to be extra strict next week and make up for it, starting Friday evening, and continuing into Saturday when we've planned to spend the whole day together. He says he has something special planned - I don't know what, but I can't wait anyway!Bye for now xx -
amyleeizmee said on Jun 21, 2007....
pretty intense writing. I am excited to read more! -
HisPet19 said on Apr 07, 2008....
an accountant...i have a friend that mentioned he is going to college for that...what exactly is an accountant? i think if your mind wanders from your school work during exam week only to be filled with thoughts of Him, maybe him interrupting once in a while could be a good release for you and actually help you in your studies. not that i know very much...lol...and i know im late on this one, but just for future reference...its something to think about :)*ill be reading*
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