Since I opened an account here, I have been reading other people's blogs and most of the time I'm fascinated by the things some of them write... I admired their writing, the funny things they write, the creative, wild, sexy, lovely, passionate, curious and so many other adjectives I could use to describe some of these people's blogs. I always wanted to write, but was always afraid of it. Afraid that other people knew my inner thoughts and to be judge by them. Afraid that someone would be mad at what I thought. However, it seems that it is OK to express yourself in here. Even with a nickname sometimes I am hesitant of some things I would like to write. It is like if I grew up afraid of my own thoughts just because, "el que diran"... just because I don't want others to judge me and point their fingers at me.
But in here, everyone (at least the ones I have been able to read) writes about their worst days, the best ones, funny stories or questions, and even, of their sexual fantasies, pleasures, etc. It is like if it OK to just let others, perfect strangers, enter your mind and not be scare of being judge.
People take the time to read the blog of someone they don't know much about except for what they read from that person. I guess I just feel good because sometimes I feel like a sponge that absorbs everything, but then, in here I can let it go. Somedays I feel terrible bad, and then by reciving some advises, or by reading someone's blog I feel better. And well, again, there are some funny blogs that just made me laugh really hard when I though all I wanted was to cry. There are some people that have such an imagination also...wow, I just enjoy reading theirs post even more than writing my own. So, pretty much now I admired these bunch of people whom does not have a clue what a fan of them they had made...
I have just become such a fan of SC that I hope I remember to stay in line when I get back to college. I have been procrastinating in here way too muchhhhhhhhhh.
This is one of the post I read that made me laugh a lot today and pretty much made my day:
"'Is "coit" a word? I think post coital sex is the sex you have on your own when your partner is done and has left you completely unsatisfied.
I've never been in that situation so I'd not know anything about it. Well, at least not physically.
And therein lies the difference between man and woman.'"