It is 2:00am right now, Exactly 2:00am. Last night was the last one (for now) I spent it with my sweet heart. I've been thinking alot. ALOT. Really a lot. There is so much to think about, so many decisions to take. There are so many things I want to write about. Yet, I'm still a little bit afraid to write them out. I'm afraid of all the emotions that might come out once I start letting them come outside my mind. My thoughts are carefully trapped in my mind. Store in the back of it. I'm just afraid that once I start writing I can stop. But I need to. I need to. I need to. I wish I had a good friend with me right now... I wish I was that confident woman I admire so much in other women. I....
Should go to bed.
trapbutterfly posted on Jun 10, 2007
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luci-fur said on Jun 10, 2007....
it's strange how we see ourselves differently to how others see us. I read your things and think you seem very self assured and knowing. Particularly being so young.re: your slight fear about getting things out - have you seen Shrek? Shrek says all the time "better out than in, I always say". *smiles*. He is actually referring to donkeys farts but i think it applies to emotions thoughts and beliefs and anything that is going on inside us :).You seem poetic also, the way you write... have you ever written poetryluci. -
trapbutterfly said on Jun 12, 2007....
Hi Luci! Tks for your comment, maybe I'm not as lost as I think. Ahhh I have seen all Shreks movies! I remember that, I never thought much about it, but I agree with you...and yes, better out than in!!!
Poetic? That's a HUGE complement! I ahve never written poetry...English is not my first language, so I'm not very comfortable writing in English, but force myself to so I can get better at it...
Hugs, trapB.
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