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i had heard the quote that sometimes u miss sumone so much that u wish u cud pick them up from ur dreams , and loove them... now i know its true...

there are other things i had heard but never knew cud happen, but i've felt them all.. sum of them are

the tingling in ur spine wen ur guy touches u

the butterflies in ur stomach wen u look at him...

the curling of ur toes wen he looks at u

the churning of the stomach , ur heart breking into a million pieces , the earth shifting from beneath ur feet wen u break up with him

there are many more.. u can never know the depth of pain , understand it till u go thru it.. ur heart seems like a stone which weighs a ton , u cant move or eat or sleep..theres an intense physical pain , a longing so deep that ur entire body throbs with it , a pain so wounding that u feel ur entire body being bruised by it... a desperation so deep , that u wonder y did it ever happen

and finally the question y did it happen to me?



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  • secretlife said on Jun 01, 2007....

    love is so hard...and can be so painful.  but would you have rather not have known the joys?  that's the catch 22....you can only know the joys if you risk the pain.

    i hope you feel better soon.

  • rainandsunshine said on Jun 05, 2007....
    i keep asking myself that question that whether i wud not have known him at all... and the truth is i wud be willing to go thru this pain 10 times more just to spend the time i did with him.... i  truly believe that nooone who has truly loved can ever really regret it.... and i too hope that i feel better soon
  • secretlife said on Jun 05, 2007....
    once you accept that you'd do it over again, despite the pain, you're ready to let go.  easier said than done i know.  one foot in front of the other...one day at a time..
  • rainandsunshine said on Jun 06, 2007....
    thanks a ton , u make it sound as if there is hope... a ray of light in the seemingly neverending darkness...

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