i had heard the quote that sometimes u miss sumone so much that u wish u cud pick them up from ur dreams , and loove them... now i know its true...
there are other things i had heard but never knew cud happen, but i've felt them all.. sum of them are
the tingling in ur spine wen ur guy touches u
the butterflies in ur stomach wen u look at him...
the curling of ur toes wen he looks at u
the churning of the stomach , ur heart breking into a million pieces , the earth shifting from beneath ur feet wen u break up with him
there are many more.. u can never know the depth of pain , understand it till u go thru it.. ur heart seems like a stone which weighs a ton , u cant move or eat or sleep..theres an intense physical pain , a longing so deep that ur entire body throbs with it , a pain so wounding that u feel ur entire body being bruised by it... a desperation so deep , that u wonder y did it ever happen
and finally the question y did it happen to me?



