oh lord !! i really really want to call him again. im desperate to hear his voice.. i'll give anything in this world to hear his voice right now,,,
i was so sure i'll be able to manage wothout him.. but right now i cant think of a single reason y i shudnt be talking to him.. but theres a big big reason , and that is that he's engaged.. he'll be talking to his fiance right now , whispering sweet nothings in her ear.. oh god i've never ever been so jealous of anyone .... but then also i feel so happy for him , that he's with someone so lovely.. am i going senile????????
