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Life sure has a sense of humor part 2

ninjapirate posted on May 30, 2007 | views: 268 | Tags: conicidence, have fun, exs, meanings, exes
What is it with ex's popping up?  I mean really?  The night before I head off to Europe my mean bad friend logs on to our silly game, after 7 months of nothing from him.  I can't help how I react, my stomache aches and my heart beats faster and I'm anxious like no other.  Earlier today I was even thinking I should email him before I go just in case, one never knows, plus I was feeling lonely again and I still miss talking to him.  Why right now?  Life is so funny.  I don't understand what it means.  While I was in Florida I swear any guy who resembled my ex, the one that I saw at my brothers graduation, I was sure it was gonna be him, that far away even.  I'm so haunted, I do this to myself, but why?  I'm so sad that he didn't say anything to me, he must have saw I was on.  I have some answers at least, he's alive, he's most likely not in the Army again and he probably hasn't changed much.  A sign from God?  What is he trying to tell me?  I pleaded to know what to say or do while he was online, but nothing came to me.  I figure not saying anything, not bothering him won't make things worse, at least me feel worse.  Right before I'm suppose to go lose myself in places I've only dreamed of, right before, how wonderful.  I'm sorry I care so much, I'm sorry it bothers me so much, I honestly don't want it to.  I hope these next 2 weeks will be free from any associations with ex's.           


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  • silverwhisper said on May 30, 2007....
    try to enjoy your trip, np. i hope what you see in the coming 2 weeks will take you far away from thoughts of him.

    ed
  • ninjapirate said on May 30, 2007....
    Awww thanks Ed!  I leave in a few hours and its not bothering me so much now, I'm more excited than anything else.  I hope you're right too.   
  • silverwhisper said on May 30, 2007....
    and remember to take pictures you can post to flickr when you get back! :>

    ed
  • orangesummer said on May 30, 2007....
    Have FUN!!! and focus on all the cool things you'll see on your trip!!
  • Heartwalker said on Jun 05, 2007....
    Have fun Ninja,
      also think about the coincidences, they are calling cards from the universe.
     
     
    yours friendly
     
    Heartwalker
  • ninjapirate said on Jun 14, 2007....
    Ed:  what is flickr? I wouldn't mind sharing some pictures! 
     
    Orange:  thanks! I did try to do that.
     
    Heart:  I agree they are, but I just really am not sure what it means, maybe one day it'll make sense, and thanks! 
  • silverwhisper said on Jun 15, 2007....
    flickr.com is a site you can use to embed pics in your blog entries, and as of 2-3 days ago, glowfoto.com is another. :>

    ed
  • ninjapirate said on Jun 16, 2007....
    Thanks Ed.  I have looked at flickr.com but am not sure how it works yet with blogs, hopefully I'll figure it out soon!

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