• genalonewolf said on May 29, 2007....

  People are hear and you need to get out whatever is on your mind. Once you do that you will start to get input from more and more people who have either been where you are or have been through something similar. Help is around the corner just hold on a little longer. Chin up!

• suzysue said on May 29, 2007....

  genalonewolf.....thanks.  I wouldn't know where to start although I'm sure in time it could come out.  I don't want to bore everyone with the mess my life is in.  AND...Can you help me understand how soulcast works?  How did you see my post?  Where do I go?

• NotSoSinglechick25 said on May 29, 2007....

  Susysue ~ There are lots of people that feel the way you do.  genalonewolf is right - get it out there and see who turns up.  I don't write to impress I just write what's on my mind - good or bad.  Don't worry about boring anyone.  I think you'll find a lot of nice people here that you can relate to. 
  J

• Artemis223 said on May 29, 2007....

  Hi Susysue -
   
  Yes, there is life out here on the other side of the computer screen.  I think most of us can identify with feeling as though no one understands.  I find the anonymity here at Soulcast very freeing.  No one has any precopnceived notions about the role I am supposed to play.  I am able to show other facets of my personality and share feelings with other people without as much inhibition as I face in real life.  Speak, scream, say whatever it is that is on your mind. 
   
  Welcome!

• genalonewolf said on May 29, 2007....

  There is a tab athe top of the main page labled recent and if you hit that tab you can read all the latest blogs that are posted. Then there is another one just above the Recent tab called my conversation and it will show you a page of all the blogs you have left comments on!

• rupert7 said on May 30, 2007....

  Susysue if you can find polarheart's blog, you will see on it apost called  For the Newbies- How to get the most out of SoulCast   follow that advice and you will be well on your way.I know,when you first get here it seems a bit like somesort of ghost town.Winkle them out of their hidy holes and you will discover a really friendly and helpful bunch of people

• gingersoul said on May 30, 2007....

  Suzie...welcome to Soulcast.....you found the right place to open up  and share.

  This is the link to the post Rupert is talking about. Our lovely Polar wrote it to help newbie like to enjoy better this site and dont feel lonely or ignored in their first days......

  Polar's Newbie post

  Hope you like it here.....:-)

• hunter_boyce_chandler said on May 30, 2007....

  Welcome

• sweet_cookie01 said on May 30, 2007....

  we are here... just pour out whats in your heart and mind... people go through different types of difficulties and problems and people here in soulcast have helped one another go through it... i welcome you with a big hug!!!

• Heartwalker said on May 30, 2007....

  Hello Susy,
                       There are many ppl here who are non judjmental, Share your heart here, and you shall find many a shoulder to cry upon.
   
  yours friendly   Heartwalker

• hunter_boyce_chandler said on May 30, 2007....

  This place is good medicine when you are in need.  I was helped out of a dark place last summer and now I am back on my feet.

• Expendable said on May 30, 2007....

  Ignore the trolls.

• truthsayer said on May 30, 2007....

  Welcome suzysue.  There have been quite a few posts by bloggers about their own silent screams.  You might want to check them out so that you know, for sure, that you are not alone.  In the meantime do what you need to do and lie Expendable said, ignore the trolls ; )
   
  truthsayer

• quietone said on May 30, 2007....

  I am kinda new here too s

• INSANEFRAMER said on May 30, 2007....

   Somewhere out there is a very good friend that will drop what every he or she is doing and  give you some time to vent I myself is looking for that type of person that does NOT want anything from the other BUT  friendship or someone to enjoy the trials of life with.   I have had my share of knockdowns in life, but I keep this simple thought in my mind "LORD PLEASE EASE MY SOUL" and no mader how bad things seem to be it it will work out some way,somehow.

            INSANEFRAMER

• pickersplock said on May 30, 2007....

  Hi suzy! Welcome to the wacky world of soulcast!

• Frlncwrtr said on May 30, 2007....

  Welcome to Soulcast, suzysue! Read and comment, read and comment! In no time at all you'll be feeling better.

• suzysue said on May 30, 2007....

  I'm off to a shaky start.  I sent out a comment and it is nowhere to be found.  If yu get 2...so sorry.  Anyway, thanks to all who responed.  Apparently there is "someone out there!!"  Many "someones" who care.  Thanks for all the hugs, too!  I needed that.  And although I don't know you, Happy Birthday to all the birthday people today! Here's to YOU...and my new journey, CHEERS!

• Cagney said on May 30, 2007....

  suzysue - everyone is so right, just jump right in and share your thoughts.  there are so many wonderful people here and it really is theraputic to let everything out here.  Hugs, caring and advice are in abundance here.  Welcome to Soulcast and don't be afraid to bare your soul.
  
  Cagney
  

• secretlife said on May 30, 2007....

  suzy:  we're all here screaming in our own ways. 

  welcome to soulcast. 

  i think you will find compassionate listeners with kind hearts here to help you thru whatever it is you are going thru in your life.

• Glamourgirl said on May 30, 2007....

  "suzysue" - I, too, am new to SC and came here for the same reason you did.  If you read my blogs you'll see what is happening to me at the moment (too long to explain, but the blogs will tell you everything).
   
  First of all, I LOVE the fact that you can be totally anonymous here.  It is so freeing because in my
  case I couldn't talk to anyone about my situation, but here I am totally free and can say whatever I feel like venting about that day.
   
  Secondly, the people here are so helpful and compassionate.  It has made me feel so much better about my situation and has made it tolerable because of their sweet comments, helpful suggestions, etc.  I have had a wealth of great suggestions and information poured on me and it has been terrific.
   
  Just hang in there, tell us what you need to say and we will all help you the best way we can.  I truly think you will find it liberating - I know I have.  I'm adding you to my "readers" list and will check in periodically on your blogs.   Welcome!
   
  Glamourgirl.

• copsunited said on May 30, 2007....

  The depth of caring on SC cannot be measured nor explained in just a few words. Really!!!

  There are some here that will cry with you, commiserate with you and some that will hit on you. Protect yourself at all times-..like they say in the boxing game.

  Present yourself just as you are. Don't pretend to anything you are not and be happy with who you are. We'll be there as a group to catch you if you fall..

  Welcome..and hope to see much of you in the future.

  JD the Cop..OH I am supposed to tell you..the much reviled and hated one ME

• LifesLittleMistakes said on May 30, 2007....

  Hey I seen your post and wanted to say hi and welcome.  I've only been on here for a short while also. This place is great therapy where you can say anything and not have to worry about being judged. I hope things get better for you, just don't be afraid to let it all out.

• mom said on May 30, 2007....

  suzy- Welcome and in response to your question, Yes I feel like that all the time, and when someone does get what I am saying, then they are the ones that I think are weird.  Always smile, and read other peoples posts, we have some real funny people on here, some are funny, ha ha and some are funny- strange.  There are all kinds of Soulcasters, some you will feel closer to than others.  Just know you are not alone.  You are never truly alone.

• MsStar39 said on May 30, 2007....

  Suzy,
   Welcome to soulcast and a group of great people like no other .
  If you need to let it all hang out this is the place to do it as you can remain
  totally anonymous.
  I sometime feel very lonely though surrounded by people. We all have litlle
  pity parties sometimes. we all have good days and bad days. I wish you
  nothing but happiness and hope that your good days outweigh your bad days.
  (((((BIG HUG)))))
  
  

• copsunited said on May 30, 2007....

  Remember to ask certain questions before launching into a diatribe about your sex life, you murdering husband, your gay friend, your swishy son, or your butch daughter.

  With the strange bunch here..you never know who you are gonna piss off. Most of these people are okay..but some are very strange. WE got queers, tears, fears, beers, homosexuals, homophobes, gays, lesbians, dykes, butches, bitches, broads, swinging dicks, and everything in between. Some are one or the other ..and others are both times 3. It takes some time to decipher all the personalities and in some cases you will say..who gives a flying fuck.

  Everyone will wish you the best until you become friendly with aunt High Crotch, when that happens half the population of Low Crotch will be against you. Very odd that group.

  I am speaking the truth..but most will deny it and blast me for saying it..Hatfields and the Coy's you know....

  give it a whirl..just BE CAREFUL....Do not give your email to anyone Not even me even If I beg for it.. can I have your email...??

   

  See what I mean..?

  Have fun..God bless you and show you the way.

  JD..the ..um..well you know.

• Expendable said on May 31, 2007....

  There are things you've always wanted to say but for whatever reason, couldn't. Here you can. But it pays to be a little paranoid.

• Me-Myself&I said on Jun 03, 2007....

  hello-come in....now that you see there are alllll kinds of folks,some have hearts as big as the outdoors,some are just like you. welcome to the world of words! i'm new too and i enjoy reading and sharing with these folks.hope you can relieve some steam here.

• anonymous said on Nov 30, 2008....

  I was immediately arrested for assault when my foster daughter Melissa Sale, fell from a portacot.  The charge was withdrawn four months later when police said there was no suspicious circumstances and that the case was closed.  I was forced to be apart from my husband and five young children in the four months it took them to decide what I said could well be what happened.  This enforced separation traumatised them psycologically and emotionally.  I tried to get answers, tried to get my life back together, with general society treating me like a leper and only supporting the biological mother.  I laid complaints against the police and they decided to reopen the case and charge me with murder.  They then deliberately stalled my trial date, three weeks prior.  As if being accused for it and not having the freedom to grieve for the toddler I loved, is not enough to make me feel suicidal, but this has been going on for 3 years.  I cannot commit to a job, I have no faith in the police/crown, I can not complete my education or get the career I set out for three years ago, I cannot carry on my voluntary work overseas, my life is on hold, I have no strength left to get to my next supposed trial date when I have always been a strong person. The strength I had to raise my children and the values I had for them prior to my forced absenteesism is gone.  Age is working against me to complete my family, as I have an unknown verdict awaiting and if even found rightly so 'not guilty', too much healing to do with the family I already have.   I feel I have failed at everything and my life will never be back on track or I will never again be the person I liked three years ago, because my mistrust and anger toward those in authority has been through the roof for so long, I have no hope and I have learnt that people will happily treat another person like a piece of crap on the bottom of their shoe without reason and it's everyone out for themselves and that's just how it is.  That makes me feel like life is not worth it and that I've lived in a naieve idealistic fantasy to think otherwise in the past.   That's why I will suicide.

• Expendable said on Dec 01, 2008....

  Which in some people's minds will mean you felt guilty over what you did, so you took your own life. If you're really suicidal, you're better off seeking help. If you're really innocent, fight and win. Giving up is surrendering to all the bad things people have been saying about you.

Comment on "Is Anyone Out There?"

Currently tagged	friends reaching out fear sad helpful soulcast love Heart silent scream (Click to add tags below)
Tag this post	(Separate tags using commas, for example: New York, dating, vegetarian)
Your comment
	Comment Anonymously