We (my husband and I) had a great weekend.  We both realized how much we really love each other and how much we missed being nice and relazed together.  We had friends over, watched tv together, shared nice dinners, played with the kids.  It all felt so "normal" that I can't believe we are going to the marriage counselor for the first time together tomorrow.  Mommy02's comments freaked me out.  Can 2 people think that things are working out, when one partner really has another agenda?  Why would one partner do that to the other? 

 

So far, I have every reason to believe that my husband does want to work things out as much as he says he does.  However, I do get worried... like tonight.  I have asked him, in no uncertain terms, if he has "strayed" or has any plans like that.  He says he does not... that he his completely faithful and always has been.  Still, after 16 years of marriage, it is easy to get concerned.  I do keep myself in decent shape, but was injured 6 months ago and have been unable to work out since the injury.  I am almost recovered, so I will be back to full strength in the next few months.  It is enough to cause me to second guess all the young cuties he meets in business each day.  I am not usually insecure, but this injury has screwed me up.