How did I luck out? How is it that I found the two of you when I needed you most? There are so many things I could say…so much floating around in my head. I've said a lot of it already, I suppose that's the benefit of living with you now instead of just visiting for an hour or two.

Last night when I was wearing your shirt my stomach kept doing flip flops…it smelled of you. I have no idea what it is but that scent drives me crazy because I know it belongs to you. It reminds me of the touch of your hands on my face, of the way your neck smells when I put my head on your shoulder as you wrap your arms around me.

It's kind of fun sneaking in little touches and kisses, I'm looking forward to the time when we can be more open with each other. G and I have been able to be more open with each other. I need to tell the kids what's going on as soon as possible but right now I think it's more important to give them time to adjust to the move.