Wow! A lot has happened in such a short time.
It's been stressful the last week or so. Lots of ups and downs. My husband now seems to accept that we are splitting up and is resigned to the fact that I'm not coming back home. He would like to remain friends, I'm not sure I can do that, I've never been friends with any of my ex's and I have some fear about him trying to suck me back in. Right now I'm just staying away and we are handling things via email and phone.
I've been staying with S and G while my husband and I make the split. S and G's lease was up on their place so we've decided to rent a house together. Our plan is to ease in to a poly relationship, giving the kids a chance to adjust. The kids both adore S and G, it's been wonderful seeing them have a good time and be relaxed. They have had more of my attention than they've had in a long time, it's amazing how my mind-set has changed, I had no idea how unhappy I was with my life until I made this change.
I have so much going on in my head right now, it's difficult to find the words…it needs to come out but geez, I guess I just don't have the energy to write about it.
