I made sugar cookies last night. They were good. I didn't eat a normal breakfast this morning. No, I just ate 5 of those sugar cookies. I'm giving the 6 that are left away in school today. I'm also bringing the Nutella along. Exactly half the calories in that stuff is from fat at a whopping 100 fat calories. Disgusting. Yes, I binged again last night and I can see myself gaining from it. I am absolutely disgusted with myself.
What I have to understand is that 5 cookies this morning isn't going to destroy my entire day. I can eat healthily for the rest of the day. I can and I will. I don't want to be fat anymore. I want to feel better about myself and I want to look better. If I keep my eye on that, nothing can go wrong.



