It's Mother's day and this will make the second one i can't spend with my mom.I feel gulity about in a way; i mean i understand im 21 and it was time for me to move out the house and get on my own two feet (granted we had help from the "lovely" hurricane katrina) but still i hate being 1,000 miles away not mention in another time zone from her.I know she understands plus im leaving in two weeks to go spend the last week of May with her i just feel so werid that i went from seeing this woman pretty much everyday of my life and last time i saw her was Christmas.

     Also im very frustrated becaues Chad is STILL in Houston with work.It went from being gone for 4 days,to 2 weeks,to whenever he finishes the job site.I understand it's work and trust me it's definately a good thing money wise,because with summer time coming this little island town will boom.When it booms that means money and money means making sure we have enough saved for the hard winter time plus i can finally buy my own damn car instead of driving James's or getting a ride to work (doesn't help when you bartend/manage a liquor store and you work nights while your roommate and b/f work days).

     I think im more annoyed with the fact that since the job is taking longer than expected that his job had to send out more guys to help it go faster.Problem is they sent out David,i can't stand David.Yea him and Chad have been friends a whole lot longer then him and i have ever been together (David is actually the reason Chad and I moved to this damn island) but i don't trust him.David is a self proclaimed woman using pig,who tries to get guys to cheat on there girlfriends just so he can get a piece of ass.I know Chad better then that and i know he would rather sit at home and doing nothing but play X-box all night then go to some bar and meet some girl who is just as lonely with some fruity drink.

     I just wish he would hurry up and come home because ever since David got there he's been blowing me off even more...doesn't help the fact that David and I aren't on the best of terms either......errr i know im overreacting but i had to vent..............