it's been a while since i've been blogging and i apologize. things in my life have been a bit hectic but to keep that part brief, my girlfriend got fired from my company and i left the company for a much better job, shortly afterwards. consider it a bit of serendipitous timing when i got my job offer from the new company two full days before she got fired!

 

in any case, some time ago, j who had recently dyed her hair blonde and her identical twin sister j squared had a birthday get together at this bulgarian bar in the lower east side of manhattan. i hadn't seen j in a few months, and the last time i saw j squared was about a year before. (j squared lives in san diego and is a teacher, if i'm not mistaken.) there were some other people there i hadn't seen in some time so i make my rounds saying hi to various people, catching up, taking pictures, drinking and conversing. all in all, it's a decent time - in fact, much better than what i expected it to be.

 

at one point, i was about to go to the bathroom when j pulled me aside and told me that she "had been a terrible friend of lately and that she wished she could have been more supportive" as i was going through my parents separation. she then went on to say that she wanted to let me know that she "loved and cherished me." and she continued by saying i know you have a good girl in your life and i'm happy for you and continued on this vein for a little bit.

 

she had been drinking a bit and i jokingly replied, "oh you're just saying that because you're drunk."

 

her response was "yeah, i'm drunk. but i mean it." she then hugged me and tried to kiss me on my cheek, i think and missed, nearly kissing my neck.

 

not knowing what to say, i replied, "seriously, i got love for you."

 

later on that night, as i was about to leave, i saw j making out with some random dude for a good twenty-five minutes. and somehow it all put her drunken pass on me in some sort of perspective. mainly, j's a drunken slut. (okay, maybe i'm being a bit harsh!)

 

any ideas on what's with this woman? i still can't figure her out.