I cant tell you the relief i felt when i dropped dh off the train...Seriously its like a cloud lifted off of the entire house.... it was so nice to have my house back to myself.. and not to have that tension that strangles me when dh is home..ahhhh peace..
And i got to spend a bit of time with TD.. i havent seen him for days..
We were in one of our favorite hideouts... the game. we can chat there and have a legitimate cover for our time spent.. its nice.. except last night was the first night i've gotten to exchange more than a passing hello with him and he invites another player to the group...it would not have been so bad... and now i have a great alibi.
but i totally felt like a third wheel. she speaks his language nearly fluently and they were talking back and forth. i only caught some of it.... and of course shes younger than i am...
*sigh* it wasnt total jealousy i was feeling... i have my friends there too.... but i was a bit slighted..
i know it sounds so pathetic.. its a game, and she was a great 'cover'. and i dont have the right to be jealous.. i may be crazy... but im in so deep with him.. a crush gone wild.. i didnt want to be this attached to him... wasnt it just a fling.. a friendship with perks..
