28, i am almost 30. i know, i know im still a baby. well heres the problem, for most of my life i was convinced that i was going to die when i am 32. why  you may ask. i've been thinking about that and i think i have figured it out. i was brought up thinking i would meet someone in high school fall in love marry have kids and that would be that. here is where the problems began. i never meet anyone worth keeping longer then two weeks in high school. (okay that is a lie there was one but we'll get into that later.) i did meet a guy after senior year we went to the same college and it actually a mirrcal we didnt kill each other in the three years we were together. then i sowed my wild oats. i did a have two relationship between then and now. one i was basically married with his kids. so now that i look back i feel i have done the married thing and i don't think im going to do it legally though. i never say never but since i have come to this conclusion the feeling of my impending death at 32 is gone. i have picked a career path that i am going to school for and i'm feeling pretty good. my family is getting worried that i'm going to end up alone. come on have they not seen what i look like and i'm fun. but as for now i'm good. these last two years are the first two years i haven't had a regular guy around and messing with my head and heart. okay this is my first post and i might have bored some of you and that's cool. remember one thing when you are posting comments. if you can't say anything nice don't say anything, basically cause i don't care. this is this and that is that. lator gator.