So I am trying to figure out if I should take a class on general auto. What is conflicting me the most is that I'm a girl and this is a guy class. I think it sounds interesting and might be fun, plus it could relate to my major of mechanical engineering and perhaps even get me more excited about it. I also like that I won't be so helpless when I have car trouble someday. This class could also help me get back a scholarship that I lost, it was a very helpful scholarship and it would allow me to stay in counselling for a month more. Although I suppose I may be able to find a class that isn't so intimdating, although this one happens to start at a good time to keep my therapy going at school.
However, I know I will stick out in a class of guys and will panic if I need a lab partner or something. My emotional state and confidence are o so bad these days too, I don't think I could handle anything negative that could arise from doing this, but my counseling may help curve that. The current fellow I like, but shouldn't, is a mechanic and I assume subconsciencely I'd like to impress him as well, not a good thing to try to move on I suppose. Although I remember I was interested in taking a simliar class in high school, well before I knew this fellow, but I couldn't because of scheduling. I've also asked some friends to join with me, but they're not interested. It starts at 8am, 4 days a week, but it is only for a month, ew still. Sucks being a girl sometimes, maybe I'll just see if theres something else and wait till I am a stronger person. Course I do hate regrets and it is only a month, grr. Any one have any thoughts?
