• lioneljay said on May 03, 2007....

  AN, I'm waiting for the time when you blog about sub-drop, for surely you have experienced it or will shortly.

• AnnonymousNympho said on May 03, 2007....

  LJ - Actually, I had a terrible case of sub-drop last Friday after my first experience with real bondage. I was emotional, upset, teary and feeling hopeless while I was on the way home. S had left time for aftercare and he did a good job of it, I felt like I was acting normal when I left but on the way home it hit something awful. I wanted to go home and end my marriage right then, I wanted to tell my husband what I was doing and get it off my chest. It's not time yet, I've not given up on my marriage yet so I called G (S's submissive) and she talked me down from the mental ledge I was standing on. I wasn't even able to call him to let him know I made it home ok, I knew if I'd heard his voice it would have put me right back in the space again. I didn't write about it here in my blog because I sent S a long email describing what I had felt. We are going to take precautions to make sure this doesn't happen again.

• lioneljay said on May 03, 2007....

  AN, subdrop will happen and you won't be able to control it. What you can do, though, is to accept it and take precautions so that you have some aftercare to help you down from the adrenaline and hormone high that comes from high-voltage scening.

• AnnonymousNympho said on May 03, 2007....

  LJ - You're so right.  We typically have about 2 hours together.  Last Friday we had 3 hours so we thought we had enough time.  Now we know if we're going to do anything as intense as that we need to allow even more time, more time for talking and holding and spend less time kissing so I can calm down ;-)

• lioneljay said on May 04, 2007....

  On the other hand, I do enjoy doing this as well....leaving someone in such a state of sexual frenzy that her need for me becomes overwhelming. Eventually it settles in and simmers under the surface for however long it is before we can be together again and can then be reignited by a single brush of fingers on a cheek.
  
  As a kid I never liked playing with fire, but now I find that it makes me feel whole, though this is an entirely different kind of fire.

• Master_Williams_whisp said on May 04, 2007....

  I know this feeling so well A-N. My Master and Mistress tease me unmercifully before I leave... leaving their imprint to loom large in my mind, and the heat to simmer in my body. It feels like torture... sweet torture... and it's so very hard to leave.
  
  Master keeps me simmering with phone conversations every day, and even though I watch the clock waiting for the time to call, intermixed with normal, everyday conversation is just enough teasing and "planning" (the very thought that he is planning and imagining what he will do when we meet again drives me wild) to make me hot and wet and wanting to run to him right then. And... he knows exactly what he's doing. I'm being played like a violin, and it feels sooooo good.
  

• sweetsoul said on May 05, 2007....

  AN different terminology. I'm not a masochist so when I experience anything similar I  say he's being 'wicked'.
   
  btw I'm thoroughly enjoying your blog. Sorry I came late to it - have been on vacation. Thanks for sharing.

• AnnonymousNympho said on May 05, 2007....

  LJ - Oh.....that's it...that's what he does with me!  It's a very effective method :)
   
  Whisp - isn't it the most frustrating and exciting feeling at the same time?
   
  Sweetsoul - I hear you and I realize that it's not something only a sadist can do :-D  but I swear he does it because he's a sadist!  I'm glad to hear you are enjoying my blog, it surprises me that people are interested in reading what I write.

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