I may have a smile on my face
I may not even look sad
But the smile is out of place
They dont want to deal with something so bad
I am going through so much pain
I hate everything that I have gone through
But I know theres nothing to gain
So those stupid things I just wont do
I look to others for encouragement
I hear what they whisper and say
My days on earth are badly spent
But they say I'll find better one day!
I dont know why, but I just dont agree
I feel so lame and weak
telling me theres someone just for me
But to find him first I must seek
I must find out who I want to be
I dont understand what they say
But if I search hard enough I'll find me
Though it takes some time to find ones way
I will search deep within my heart
I want to know where is my place
So today is the day I start
this way my life isnt considered a waste
