I just found out today that my mother is in the hospital with pnemonia and they
have her on an IV because she has a low potasium level. My brothers said that
the doctors said that she will be alright, they jsut have to keep her on a IV for
right now.
But all day (and my brother told me while I was at work of all things) I was off on
another planet hoping that she gets better. If anyone read my Confused blog
then you would see what happened between us and why the title of this blog is
"I'm going to talk to my mother"
All day while I was thinking about this I realized that life is very presious. So I
have decided to talk to her again and try and patch things up. I'm afraid that it's
going to end in some kind of fight, but I'm going to try. That's all I can do...right?
I was worried all day that something worse was wrong with her, but like my
brothers said...doctors said she will be ok.
I wish that she wouldn't be the way she is...her and I don't get along all too well.
I don't know what other mothers and daughters have this problem, but it seems
to me that mothers and daughter are on friendly terms at least.
I am again confused...well not so much confused, but I don't really know what to
do. I don't want to try and get back to being closer to her and then she says or
does something to hurt me again. I don't want to cry like that again.
Aperently it's something that I'm going to have to live with though, she is who she
is and I can't change that. I can only go along for the ride and hope that it all
works out for the best.
Again thanks for listening to me complain....
