I have had a past life memory. When people ask me how I am sure it was a memory and not a dream I ask them to remember what they did yesterday. Then I ask them how they know what they just remembered wasn't a dream. They always say, well because I was there and I remember it. That is how I feel about my past life memory.
I was wide awake when I had the memory. I could feel, taste, smell, hear, and see the memory as clear as I could if I was remembering my high school graduation. I know what is was. Period. I recognized myself and the other person in the memory. I mean I know who the soul is in this lifetime.
It is weird because I knew there was something about this person but I just couldn't figure out what it was. I know that I really hated talking to her when she was wearing her sunglasses. I just felt like I wasn't really seeing her.
As soon as I had the past life memory, I just knew it was her soul and that we had lived together before. Unfortunately our past life ended in violence and death.
It actually really weirded me out at first. I mean, I believe in reincarnation but I had never had a past life memory before, so it was kind of a shock. It took me a while to get a grip with what I had just remembered.
This was 4 years ago, so I am comortable with it now, but back then it was hard. I went through the whole thing about thiinking I was losing my mind and everything, but eventually I accepted it for what it was, a simple memory that came to me at a time when I needed to have it.
Up until the death, it was a beautiful memory. I had all the feelings that went along with it also.
I did end up telling the girl in question about the memory, which was fine, until I crossed the line and told her how she died in that life. I was new to this whole thing and I didn't know that you are to never tell someone how the died.
Well she freaked out about the death, and truthfully I have not talked to her since. It is sad because I feel like I lost her all over again, which in fact I did. It was horrible pain, but I eventually overcame it.
Now I live with the memories of this life and our last life together, and know that we will have others in the future.
Cagney posted on Apr 19, 2007
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silverwhisper said on Apr 20, 2007....
i'm curious when and where this memory takes place, cagney. although of course i'm very sorry for experiencing the loss of this person from your life a second time.
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Cagney said on Apr 20, 2007....
silverwhisper - I was taking a bath when I had the memory. It just kind of came to me. I am not sure the location in the memory but I know my name was Edward and hers was Michelle. I just came back from some war, not sure which. We lived in a cabin at the edge of a river with a huge tree outside. Under that tree was the bath tub and next to it was a littel fire with a table above it that had a jug on it. This was used to warm the water taken from the river so we coud take hot baths. We had no electricity although I'm not sure if it was the times or by choice. At night we would go outside and dance under the moon and in the rain. Our clothing were kind of Little House On the Praire type.
The memory was actually of the day she died. Some men came onto our property and tied meup to the big tree. Then they put four stakes in the ground and tied her to it. The did horrible things to her making me watch and then they killed her in a violent way.
I get the feeling that they were paying me back for some sort of mis justice that I had done to them.
I have done some research and found an Edward Arlen who lived in a small littel community in Colorado, who was in World War 2. It was really weird, because when I was searching I just read this name in a list and started to cry, then when I read more details I just couldn't stop crying. He died at the begining of September 1969. I was born into this life at the end of September 1969.
I don't truly know if there is any connection but I sure had a emotional reaction to reading about this man.
I know there are people who think I am totaly crazy and am making this up, and I can't prove it to them, nor do I feel I need to. Until a person has their own past life memory there is no one who is going to prove that they can happen.
I just know deep in my heart and soul that this was a memory and I was Edward. I have come to a stopping point in my search for more answers. I just can't seem to find anything else and I have not gotten the courage up to take things farther by going to a psychic or some sort of hypnotist or someone who helps with past life recall.
I still get emotional just alking about it. -
Cagney said on Apr 20, 2007....
silverwhisper - I was reading my last post and realized a mistake. the Edward Alren I found was in World War 1, not World War 2. Just thought I would clear that up.
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