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almost time to leave work, then i run on down to the station, which is fulled with bergies (bergies are hobo's and street kids)-  i was once slapped in the face by a 10 year old kid for a ciggarette i was smoking. so now when i walk there i dont smoke, eat or drink anything. bag tucked under the arm, chin up, walking fearless. even though i get a little chicken when im passed by a croud of roudy bergies, fighting with eachother.
 
 funniest thing i saw yesterday while waiting for my bus, these two bergies were fighting over a trolley. one shoving , one pushing. the wind was very strong yesterday and you could see these bergies where so drunk from papsak (cheap wine in a packet from those boxes) - the wind is pushing them around and i couldnt help but lol ! then a police officer popped up behind them and simply moved the trolley out the way of the traffic towards the shopping centre where it was taken from. the bergies didnt even notice him. when they noticed their treasure was gone, you shouldve seen their big red eyes bulge out of their sockets and their toothless mouths gape wide open. then they started to fight again about who wasnt watching the trolley properly. ' NIE MAN - YOUR POES" (something i dont want to translate) 
 
after my hour long bus ride i catch a taxi home, then aaaaaah.... i walk in and hopefully tonight me and B will go out and celebrate bcos he just got a promotion today! am sooooo happy. now we can get a better car and a better apartment- oh yeah! IM COMING UP...I WANT THE WORLD TO KNOW, HOW TO LET IT SHOW.....couldnt resist.


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  • earthbound said on Apr 19, 2007....
    hey im writing you back about the comment you left me. im new to this site so idk where exactly im supposed to do this so i stopped here to tell you. marijuana should never have that effect on people like you have explained. they must have been taking other drugs on the side also for those symtoms to happen. there is nothing in weed to do such a thing. its a very simple drug. it will either relax you and make your mind settle or it will do absolutely nothing for you. idk what other kind of things he was taking but it must have been sumthing. marijuana just cant do that to you.
    and its not really a matter of it helping. its not a coping thing with me. i dont do it just to make myself feel better. its a daily thing for me. its like how some people like taking walks in the morning to relax them or reading a book or having a certain drink during the day. its just natural for me. its a natural herb. it cant harm you in the slightest bit unless you abuse it. which i am smart enough not to do. Lol. so yeah its not that it helps me, its just a part of me i guess you would say. i understand that you have a much different outlook on smoking marijuana than me because of the things you have heard and seen. but trust me, its not marijuana doing it, it has to be sumthing mixed in there. or maybe things just turned out that way, ya know?
    thanks so much for the comment by the way. i love feedback. and i havent had much since ive been on this site. which sucks. so yeah ttul. ttfn
  • dailyachesandpains said on Apr 19, 2007....
    Way to go!  Great news with the promotion, three cheers!
     
    What kind of car are you going to get?  Got to start thinking ahead, lol!
     
    Daily
  • LMari said on Apr 20, 2007....
    DAILY, you wont believe it, right after i finished my blog last night - i left work to go to my usual walk to the station - i was attacked by 4 men, well not men more like juvenilles. they were surrounding me as i tried to cross the busy road to get to the bus stop- asking me ' what do you have for me white bitch' - i tried to run but the cars where just flying down the road. no one stopped, no one looked. no one cared. they were tugging at my arm and i just looked forward and ran my heart out. they didnt run after me all the way bcos they knew that there are security guards by the station. the one guy just shouted after me ' dont you fucking run bitch' . i carried on and then the stopped they shouted ' you can run but you cant hide - we will find you cunt' . i was so shocked, it took me a while to register what happened. when i got to the bus stop my legs felt like jelly and it felt like i couldnt stop breathing so hard. my hands wouldnt stop shaking. its such a coincedence that i spoke about street ppl on my last blog, and those same fuckers tried to mug me.
     
    our streets are very bad in cape town. i work deep in the city where its at its worst. they normaly have pocket knives and keep things like screw drivers on them so if they stab you its just one quick jab and their gone before anyone notices. i dont know what im going to do today after work. im going to try and get a lift with someone. i just feel so small, im the typical victim, female- walking alone. they see me as such easy pickings. i dont care about my money or my mobile, all i care about is my safety, i dont want to be stabbed, no one would stop and no one would help. im not sure if im more angry or more scared. if i get pepper spray it wouldnt work, we have bad south easter winds in capetown i would end up getting it im my face! a stun gun wouldnt work bcos they would become more interested in stealing it than getting my bag. plus  they are in groups- i cant see behind my head. i wish there was a way i could defend myself.
  • LMari said on Apr 20, 2007....
    EARTHBOUND, i didnt mean to offend- realy . i just saw what it did to my loved ones and even some of my friends. and my aunty is a regular smoker like you. but she is very depressed and bleak. i guess it affects everyone differently. and in my experience it was just bad. i had alot of fun in highschool, and i started smoking ALOT for just over a month. when i was home it made me moody and quiet. and it didnt go down well. it took me a while to not depend on it. and im glad i dont have to depend on substances to get me thru the day.
  • earthbound said on Apr 21, 2007....
    yeah. no offense taken. the only thing i am addicted to is cigs. other than that i just decide for myself wether or not i want to smoke pot that day or not.
  • LMari said on Apr 21, 2007....
    well ciggs is also the only thing that im stuck with ... for a while at least. i wonder what it is that draws us. its just a blady paper thingy that we suck smoke out and breath in and breath out. whats the point of it? i wana kill the ass who invented it realy.
  • earthbound said on Apr 21, 2007....
    yeah no shit. i wish the same thing. cigerettes suck ass! im addicted to sumthing that could give me cancer, yet again what doesnt, and it takes like complete shit~! effin retarded i tell ya, yeah it sucks dont it

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