I'm here looking for someone to know about me, the me that I don't let those who know me see. The internal me that I want to be, compared to the external me that I am. I choose to an extent who I am, but the rest is already determined for me. I'm going to tell the truth that not enough people know because I don't have the courage to tell them. I don't want to hurt feelings and I don't want to sacrifice. I'll be lucky if someone who knows me finds this, though that seems unlikely.