It's amazing how used to other people we can get....to the point
where speaking every day, sharing thoughts and experiences
becomes such an important part of your day...
So, when that person needs to be away for a few days...how do
you fill those moments, and how do you replace the urge to run
and call, or write...and tell him/her what's happening in your life.
Things as simple as a tv show...we talk alot about grey's anatomy...somehow we feel identified with some of the characters
and the moments...
I always know what's for lunch, and I'm always asked how my day
is going...every day....except for the next couple of days...
It's only 10 days...out of which weekends I'm pretty much used to
being out of touch....but still....no good morning, or figuring out
the best time to speak during the day...every day...except for the next 10 days....
It sounds a little over the edge I know...but when you find that person...YOUR person...the one you want to tell about all of your
life....important, unimportant, relevant, irrelevant, what makes sense and what doesn't....knowing they'll be no judgement, but
better yet most of the time...hours of endless laughing....and even
when there's tears...or frustration....it makes my day....
Sounding a little anxious here...lol, which is why I guess I chose to blong about it....so that these 10 days go by smoothly...and I can
remember all the stories I'll have to tell upon my friend's return....
True friendship is felt, even without the constant contact...I know that...but still...it's the first time we've gone so long without any
kind of communication and it's scary, I'd hate to lose this special
something that we have...
And so I'm rambling...lol, as I would if I was speaking directly to my
friend...hmmmm, I might be on to something with this blog....liberating....and even funny...to read myself going through a
written anxiety attack of sorts....LOL.
10 days...and I'm starting the countdown.....
