Somethings in life are easy as falling off a log...To some that is...Somethings just come Naturally to others.But one thing I can say, I can tell you from experience..being easy..ain't that damn easy..It can be about doing you in..It's like some of us have a big tattoo and only the users and abusers..those sly dogs, and silver tongued devils...who can sweet talk you out of everything you got, even your pride..the heartbreakers..losers and takers are the only ones that can see it shining brightly there (on your forehead) for them to take advantage of you. I KNOW..cause I'm guilty of that.. ( or should I say, Not Guilty, Fallen for it.) I'm a soft spot..an easy mark..(Gullable's the word) I'd believe anything a person told me..A sucker for a sob story...Fork it right on over..If you needed it..Give you the shirt right off my back, If you liked it...talk me right out of anything I had, if you'd wanted it. I was near 44-45 yrs old...before I saw the light..before I ever realized people were not at all whom they seamed.Look me right in the face, and be telling me a bold faced lie...and doing even worse things behind my back.They had used people before, it wasn't there first,It wasn't about me..Not that I wasn't being good enough or giving enough, I was just Easy, SOOO Easy....And it ain't easy being easy. It's hard on your mind..your soul and your heart. But..I'm not sorry..NOPE..Not for one minute. I can say that with the truth. Even the worst time, I've been hurt over being used by someone..I ain't sorry...I'm not mad...nor do I hate them...It's O.K. ..I'e learned alot from it..a whole lot! And I thank them,.I will never forget the hurt they taught me..Hopefully, I won't be soft enough to fall for a silly line again.I'm older and Wiser now. They taught me.. I can make it through the worst stuff.,Shame and Heartbreak..I AM A SURVIVOR!!! And I learned a lesson the hard way...Have you seen the light?? If you had a word..only certain people could see.. tattooed on your forehead..What would that word be? Have you learned a lesson the hard way?? What is somthing you know, you'll never do again, or fall for again?? ~~VANISHINGSPIRIT~~
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silverwhisper said on Apr 10, 2007....
there's always a certain connection b/n gullibility and innocence, van. it took me a while to be less gullible, too, i'll confess.
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VICARIOUS said on Sep 11, 2007....
Again you impress me with the depth of a post. It also astounds that you have only one note. Evidently you are on a level few comprehend, and it akes it awkward for them to note. Either that or you and I are kindred spirits.I'm not naive when it comes to this charming silver tongued devil personality you speak of, and how powerful they can be. As a man that seemingly has such a fate I want to apologize for somenone taking advantage of you. It has never been my intent to hurt any, or use anyone. I think the problem occurs maninly because charming people are very popular, and no matter how sincere you are, it never telegraphs as something real or emotional to the charmer. Only another conquest.I too have learned the secret that goes untold, people are seldom who they seem or even who they believe they are.I had to learn the hard way, as cliche as that sounlds, and selfish, had to learn that life is here to take not to wait for.No one will give you what you deserve or desire, so you have to get it yourself.Great post.
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