Monday morning I found myself in the local emergency room. I had a nasty cough and a fever of 102. They decided to do a chest scan where they found something they didn't like and did a CAT scan. The CAT scan revealed a 5 x 2 in mass in my chest at that they admitted me to the hospital where I spent my week.
After tests, biopsies and extensive blood work (my arm is so black and blue I look like I was a pin cushion) I found out I have Hodgekin's Disease, which is a form of lymphnoma, which of course if cancer in the lymph nodes. The good things is it's contained in one area and barely any chance of it moving. Also it's completely curable so with some chemo I will be good as new in a few weeks.
I just never thought this is where life would bring me. I never thought I would hear the word cancer would come out of my doctor's mouth. I'm trying to be strong cause I know it's hard on my family, but at the moment I have to wonder what the good in this is. I know God does things for a reason, well I want to know what this reason is. I cried hard on Thursday and all I wanted was my uncle who's dealing with cancer.
Today I went to the alter call to be anointed. I turned around and I had almost the whole church behind me. It was almost overwhelming. I know I would have their support, but not like this. I know God is working in me and through me. It's just amazing to see it working and starting with my church family. I started laughing and said I even got to have two hot guys hold my hand, and a nice long hug for the one I'm interested in haha. One good thing so far lol.
I know I have a long road ahead of me, and I'm ready to take that road. I know I have the support and if I need to lean on someone I have many to choose from. This is just another thing in my life that I WILL OVERCOME!
rmuxagirl posted on Apr 08, 2007
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Jenna said on Apr 08, 2007....
God bless you sweetie! You are in my prayers. Yes, You will overcome this!!!!!I will be thinking of you on your journey....please know we are all here to support you in any way we can. Keep up the great attitude.Love to you!Jenna -
allaroundgirl said on Apr 08, 2007....
We're behind you too rmuxagirl! Cancer is a word no one ever wants to hear. Your strenght is amazing. Stay strong and if you ever need to borrow a little strenght you can come here for some. I know everyone will be more than happy to be there for you. I'll keep you in my prayers. -
Jenna said on Apr 08, 2007....
I had to come back......I didn't even say I am sorry.I am sorry....I am sorry that you have to have this. I am sorry for the fear you must have inside. I truly am.It does sound like you have the fighting spirit and for that I am glad......as I said before....we are here for you!((((hugs)))) -
polarheart said on Apr 08, 2007....
Rmuxagirl, I sense you have such a beautiful spirit. When my mommy was told that she had cancer she stold me that she immediately said, "Father, I give you this problem, because I cannot bear it". There is a Scripture that says "Yahuweh works all things together for good for those who love Him and are called according to His purpose". I have full faith that you will find your prefect peace in His love for you and He can change this situation for the good.May you be blessed and receive true healing.Polar xox -
secretlife said on Apr 08, 2007....
rmuxagirl: i'm so sorry to read this.please know that i am thinking of you and praying for your strength. -
Lioness said on Apr 08, 2007....
rmuxa, Your positive attitude and strength is admirable. I hope you get over this trial. -
gingersoul said on Apr 08, 2007....
Rmuxa.......i remember your smiling face in the pix you posted here at SC...i thought "How beautful and glowing she is"...
And you are....you are a beautiful soul and you glow with your warmth...
I already told you this but i needed to repeat to you...i am truly sorry ...
Cancer is a word that no one should ever hear...
I am not a believer but i know how much your church family means to you by the words you used to describe them...they will be with you and your faith too...
We at SC will be with you as well..
Be strong like you are now......i wish you all the best.....
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truthsayer said on Apr 08, 2007....
I know that we don't know each other, but I was lead to your blog tonight. First I read your 'freedom testimony', and I commented there too. I want you to remember that you are free, you have forgiven and you are forgiven and your faith is so strong that we feel it out here in cyberland.
I am sorry that you are having to go through this, but I know that you can handle it. That word is scary, I know. But you know to speak positive confessions and get prayer when you need it; and you know that He hears your prayers and your words. Keep the faith kiddo, and surround yourself with other people that speak words of faith to you, and words of healing and victory!
Yours in Christ,
truthsayer
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mom said on Apr 09, 2007....
RMU- I am really sorry you found this out. That must have been truly scary. It is so good that you have the attitude that you do. I am glad that you have so much support from your church. Pray often and ask for strength and comfort. Please keep us posted as this unfolds. God bless you. -
silverwhisper said on Apr 09, 2007....
r, i'm sorry to hear this. however, given what you've said of the analysis by your doctor, this is completely do-able.
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MissMimi said on Apr 09, 2007....
I'm sorry that you have to deal with this. You keep that positive attitude and fighting spirit, rmuxagirl. I want you to know my father was diagnosed with lymphoma seven years ago, and is currently in remission and doing well. You can do this. I'll keep you in my thoughts. -
rmuxagirl said on Apr 09, 2007....
Thanks for the support everyone. Your words brought me to tears. I think this blog and a few people in my life are what's going to keep me going and keep me out of that valley as my pastor would say. I love you all.
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queenparanoia said on Apr 10, 2007....
sorry if i just read this rmuxagirl! be strong dear be strong...
i just say a prayer for you.
i know you could get over this...
just be strong and update us okay?
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SarahAbrams said on Apr 20, 2007....
I am very sorry to read about your condition, but it does sound like you’re supported by an amazing group of people.
I was wondering if you might let me know how to help my husband, whose sister was just diagnosed with Non Hodgkin’s Lymphoma. He does not want to talk to his sister because he does not know what to say.
I think he is scared out of his mind and avoiding the situation seems to be the way that he is dealing with it.
We have been talking with his mother and getting the latest scoop on her prognosis and what she may be facing in the coming weeks. Her name in Debra and she just received her body suit to shield her from the radiation. The doctors have prescribed her radiation therapy 5 days a week for the next few weeks. Does this sound familiar?
We will be praying for you and your family.
Sarah
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