It is miserable but it is land and that right now makes it beautiful beyond all reason. The lights are great to from the ship cus there isn’t much light, I suppose there is probably less out at sea but we aren’t allowed out of the rooms when we are at sea so I don’t really know. As I was saying the stars are absolutely stellar. Absolutely stunning, very few things can describe it quite like that but it is beautiful, you can see them all, if the bloody clouds would get out of the way. They don’t sell porn in this country it seems but I got this awesome poster of Dawn I suppose only Caly gets that though since it’s kinda like her girl. So yes when I get home I will have a poster of your girl up on my wall probably so I can see it every day and think of you and her whom you’d better bring back.
Damn I apologize for going on and on and on. I just kinda have a lot to say today even if I can’t keep my eyes open. We got mad screwed on our first day. We were supposed to port at ten in the morning and we didn’t, it took us until like 4 to get off the boat and later than that to get off the pier itself and into the city. It was so fucked up the group after us got a much better deal overall since they were supposed to be working but of course since we couldn’t get to land they only did so much work, they mostly stood by to stand by and even then when they finally got to a point where they could work it was time to go to sleep or at least it was dark. I got to stay out on town so I don’t know but I don’t see anybody working now so so apparently the need isn’t so desperate that they have to keep you working all day and night it is probably from like 8 to 5 or something like that with heavy breaks in between as they figure out what is actually needed at the next point. I guess I will find out later.
Worst part of all of this is that I might not get the head phones that I so desperately wanted. Then I could sit on my computer late at night and not worry about who I am disturbing when I watch a DVD or listen to some music which at least for me is good to have when I’m writing. With any luck I can find someone else to handle my shopping if it is true that I am stuck on the fucking boat. ::looks up:: Well this is being written at like one in the morning so I am going to have to cut this long and go to sleep. I really apologize for boring you all through. . .no wait someone forced me to do this and I probably only volunteered it to the rest of you to be polite or something so FUCK YOU I hope you are bored to tears and never got this far! I hope you fall asleep and hit your head on the wall cus reading about my life is so boring that you can’t find the willpower to stay awake! And when I’m a famous author getting commissioned to do shit I still hope that one of you died during the reading of this so that I can make an example of you for what happens when I’m made to do things that I don’t enjoy doing like taking pictures, talking to people I don’t know and bloody righting bloody journals about nothing for days after days after days! Well I’m out.
Well I’m back again because it is the same goddamn day and try as I might to scheme my way back off the boat they are playing all sorts of stupid games and it looks like I really might lose my last day of being out in town. That is some straight bullshit you know cus I really wanted to be out and about and have fun and spend as much of my foreign money as I possibly could. Instead it seems that I might have to just stay here and I will damn near cry if I have to stay here it is like the most depressing thing in the fucking world. The only consolation is that everybody will be away from the ship so I can go hook up a videogame wherever and play to my little hearts content without interruptions or anything. I’m on vacation so I’m untouchable. Officially if you don’t have stars as part of your rank you don’t have the right to tell me to stop playin Nintendo and that is just some straight up wonderful shit cus I won’t stop.
On the flip side the chances of my evil plan working out now are growing less and less cus I don’t really want to go and kick it in the club with the other guys all fucking day, that just has no interest to me whatsoever. Not a clubber so I wouldn’t know what to do and I don’t really think that the proper time to learn is when your down to a matter of less than 15 hours to have all the fun you can before you get back on routine number 1 and wait for it to become routine number 2. I swear I might not be a warmonger, then again I probably am but right now it is official. Saddam, c’mon you know you want to play with us. You invited us over to your house and everything and it is really rude to leave your friends on the doorstep. In polite circles you don’t do those kinds of things to people, you just don’t cus it really isn’t right or nice or anything like that.
Wow this one just kinda went on and on and then started up again an guess what if I don’t get off the bloody boat this is going to be the supreme gripe fest of the world you know. I’m talking just bitch bitch gripe moan complain boo hoo and all more. They don’t even have words for the things that I’m going to do yet but I promise you it will not be pretty, it will be one of the most hideous things you ever did see. I’m going to tear myself away from this for now so that it stops growing at least temporarily. Peace to you I love you and I’m outta here!
I got the Hell outta Hell and then I willingly stepped back in. Just shoot me.
Christopher Allan Radney
