I love that you are "saved", a new Christian, "Born Again", people have many names for a feeling that I was looking for a name for, many years ago, but, nobody seemed to know, they just said that it was a feeling that couldn't be put into words. Like you have. I didn't know what to do, I was looking for answers! What I didn't know was that I had the answers, I was just a baby Christian! Welcome! Most of the people would tell me to read the Bible. This only made it worse! Not many people knew that I couldn't read right, I can't spell right, I can't talk right, and I have no less than 7 disability's in all. I wanted to know God, and I wanted to love Him and I wanted Him to love me! What was I going to do? I started talking to Him! I became friends with Him, I took Him down off of the shelf to be called on only when I needed Him, I invited Him to sit on the end of my sofa, and told Him, "Now when I look at the end of the sofa and talk, I'm talking to you! That is where my friends sit!" To some this may seem crazy, but, I have made the dearest friend that I have ever had in my whole life! We listen to the radio, watch TV, and at times He puts it in my head to pick up my Bible and open it and just start reading! He has answered more questions for me this way than most people have asked Him! LOL To get a friend, you must be a friend, learn how to be a good friend, and be a good friend to God. Learn that He is always there, not just when you want Him there! This is hard at first, but you get through it. Know that He has never blinking eyes, and He made you, you didn't make Him, that's why He's God and you're not. When you start to think thoughts that you know are not your own, He is talking to you. You are like a butterfly just out of your cocoon, God will tell you how to use your new wings! God bless you, in the love of Christ, Margaret



