Honestly I made up wicano, I'm not sure what the term is for that, so what do people think of these labels? I'm sure some of you guys fit in one of these speak up on how it has effected your life and how you see the world.
I'll be honest, it sucks and at times (like now) I get little bitter over it cus you know I'll never be white. I can't bleach my skin or dye my hair or anything to change that and even if its only casual humor (not like I don't make racist jokes too) the fact remains that I'll never be white. The kicker is I'm not nearly "black" enough to be black in most circumstances. As I grow older the situations are becoming fewer and farther apart but honestly I'm not entirely certain that is because people have matured. It may just be that I associate less and less with individuals of my own race. Hell for the afformentioned reasons I generally avoided family gathering that extend beyond the immediate. Course being an Aethiest puts an additional strain on things, I'm really tired of giving blessing at every family gathering I can't find an excuse to skip.
