There is a time in every ones life where they feel unwanted and misused, but when you have had that feeling every day of your life you know some thing here is not right. I am only 15 years old and i already know the hurt of being raped or just being abused and up until this point no one has known that about me. When i was younger i tried to tell my mother, but she was in her own little world and the only thing that was there were her drugs and tons of broken relationships. My mother was no angel, but she did always manage to act like it. When i was younger like 5 or 6 months old she left me never to return again which in the beginning was best for the both of us, the only thing about that was that i was not her only child ..........................................to be continued