• MissMimi said on Mar 21, 2007....

  Awww... {{{{{queenie}}}}}} I'm sorry. I can see that you're very disappointed, but you are not stupid or dumb. In a day or two, you may be able to see things more clearly. You don't have to make any decisions right this minute. And queenie, you know that killing yourself is not the answer. Promise me you know this. I'll be around for a while, and I'll check back.

• queenparanoia said on Mar 21, 2007....

  hi missmimi. how's your operation. dont worry about me. i just called another school if they offered the subjects that i failed and well they said i should wait till april. and i called a friend and she put some sense into me. yup all i had to do is pray and wait. i aslo called my father who said i should call him later (its afternoon here) so we call talked about this seriously. its really hard. wait. just wait for this. the waiting is torturing me. but i can be okay now. i'll stroll on the mall right now so i could clear my head. anyway thanks missmimi.

• beyondtheveil said on Mar 21, 2007....

  queen- It's not the end of the world. Everyone feels bad and disappointed after failure. But mistakes and failure are one of our biggest teachers. I hope you take this better a little later on. What's done is done, nothing will change it, but you can learn from it. You are young. You have time and opportunity to make things right.
   
  The only thing that matters now is how you handle this and what you do next.
   
   

• queenparanoia said on Mar 21, 2007....

  beyond... i know. i should have learned that mistake a year ago. but here i am doing the same mistake again. oh god why cant i learn?

• MsBradford07 said on Mar 21, 2007....

  I was just in the same situation as you were in and I felt the same way, but I prayed night after night and I went to class. I talked to my advisor and the department chairs. They gave me a chance 'cause I went to my advisor and talked her and she helped me out. I should've been put out of school, but God kept me in school and I am 1000% determined to graduate. Tonight, I am going to pray that they keep you in school and I want you to do the same. Queen, I know you are a beautiful and smart girl and you will get your education.

• wombat said on Mar 21, 2007....

  Don't know you too well , but I know you are young and intelligent (and pretty--saw your photos)  Hang in there, girl! You made a big splash from the start here and there has to be a reason.  People are with you here.

• polarheart said on Mar 21, 2007....

  Queen, angel, I'm so sorry to hear that. (((((hug)))))
   
  My mom use to say to me, and now I say it to you, "Next time you just try harder and do better" and never ever give up.
   
  Sometimes things like this happen help us to see the light.  Try not to dwell on the negative too much.  Now that you know where the "problems" lie you can work on fixing it.
   
  It takes a lot of discipline to tackle such a big task, so I encourage you that next time you start, do it with ooooomph.  Not because "I MUST pass", but because "I want to pass and will do everything I can to make that happen".   When negative things have happened it can easily bring us down before we even try again.
   
  I have found the best way to deal with these things is to accept that its happened and then forgive yourself.  You are your own most precious treasure and therefore never hate yourself. . .there are many who love and care about YOU more than they care about your degree/s!
   
  Now, I want you to take that to heart and make the switch in your mind right now as to how you are going to view what has just happened.
   
  You are precious and special and capable - AND DONT YOU FORGET IT!!

• insanityupsidedown said on Mar 21, 2007....

  I feel ya kiddo. Here's a hug from one "failure" to another. ["Tomorrow" though we'll realize we weren't really failures after all...that's what I keep telling myself at least].

• silverwhisper said on Mar 21, 2007....

  queen, how do you study? how do you handle your assignments, homework, papers, etc.?
  
  ed

• skald said on Mar 21, 2007....

  Queen I´m so sorry. But you have not waisted the 5 years. Answer ed. He might have some advise. Honey I´m very sorry but your life is not over. 

• VICARIOUS said on Mar 21, 2007....

  Big difference in failing and being a failure. Hope you see this soon and discover your attributes. Hang in there, we all flame in somethings.

• husbandhater said on Mar 21, 2007....

  {{{{Queen Paronia}}}} IT's O.K.. Now pick yourself up by those boot straps and be the woman you want to be and that we know you can be. You rebound nicely so I know you can do it. Get off your booty and go apply for summer courses if they will allow you. Maybe you can salvage and shoot for a Jan. graduation and walk with the next class in the following June.

  You know what you did wrong. Examine your trial and era,learning from your mistakes is what life is all about. As Jay says:"Keep it focused man" and you will get where your trying to soon enough. All in due time my little grass hopper all in due time. And stop thinking of it as waisted time. The reward out weights the risks. And your reward will be an excellent education when you pull this off.

• secretlife said on Mar 21, 2007....

  queen:  i agree with vicarious.  there is a big difference in failing and being a failure. 

  don't count how many times you have failed.

  instead, learn from your mistakes by figuring out a way to do better next time.

   

• PAPERBACKWRITER said on Mar 21, 2007....

  okay, dearest... [excuse me folks if i will speak in our mother tongue...sometimes it has it´s advantages = )]
  
  queen,
  
  alam no na ang sasabihin ko...dahil alam ko sinasabi mo na rin ito sa iyo - "hindi ka stupida o tamad!!!!!!!kung tamad ka bakit nandyan ka pa rin, at DIYOS ang umuulit at hindi nagbibitaw, sa katapusan nagwawagi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  
  alam mo 3 beses kong inulit ang algebra, 2 beses ang trigonometry, 2 chemistry...ang listahan ay napakahaba.  i was a working student . . . [inulit ko ata 1/4 ng minor courses ko at 1/4 ng major courses more than once...i still had a much coveted job in abs-cbn etc!!! and other great jobs abroad]
  
  nag-aral ako sa pamantasang lungsod ng maynila, intramuros manila: mass communication.  straight all through summer classes then straight to abs-cbn, then u.a.e advertising company. 
  
  part time sa cultural center of the philippines the entire college years, at mas masarap magtrabaho kaysa mag-aral nuong panahon na iyun ang sabi ko sa sarili ko...mahaba ito sa susunod na lang pagbalik ko ng abril...
  
  minsan o mas mabuti kalimutan natin iyung linear path...iyung pag-isip na lahat my deadline...take your time, you are not wasting it...you are constantly learning.
  
  so what if you finish it this year or next? hey! ang natutunan ko, there is nothing to a great education pero kung ano ka, at ano ang paniniwala mo sa sarili mo ang nagdadala sa iyo...
  
  you are a beautiful soul, intelligent, intuitive and insightful young woman!
  
  go girl!  we´ll be here to rejoice and cheer you on if it takes you 2 more years!! OKAY!!!
  
  ate joanna
  
  

• rmuxagirl said on Mar 21, 2007....

  If it helps any I failed an awful lot too.  And it wasn't because I was stupid and neither are you.  There are something that will be harder for us to grasp and take longer to be able to do if not taught the right way.  I know that sounds weird, but from my failures I saw I learn a certain way....I have to do it myself and the stuff I failed were all lecture stuff.  Maybe you just need to find a teacher who fits your learning style.

• kruuyai said on Mar 21, 2007....

  queenie:  Don't equate failing at something you tried with being a failure as a person.  Did you know that Thomas Edison failed hundreds of times before he finally succeeded in inventing the light bulb?  Failing is just a part of the learning process.  You are anything but a failure as a human being.  No one is a failure who has friends, and you, my dear, have many friends, both here and there.  Now come on over here and let yourself get cheered up by my tribute to you.  Be sure to watch the whole thing.  {{{{{{{{{hug}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}.

• queenparanoia said on Mar 21, 2007....

  thanks for the comments guys. just read my next post to my answer to all of you...

• queenparanoia said on Mar 21, 2007....

  msbradford: thank you. i its hard to accept the fact that you fail in your studies. especially if you expected so much from yourself taht you will suceed.

  wombat: thank you =)

  polar: forgiving myself is really hard because i expected so much from me. but i know i will recover from this and i know God has plan for me. thank you for your kind words. your such an angel.

  insanityupsidedown: thanks. i'll remember that.

  ed: i cram. i only study when the exam will be on the next day. kinda stupid dont you think??? i know its y fault and i accpet that.

  skald: thanks dear.

  vicarious: yeah i know we all fail on something. i just cant beilieve i hit my lowest. but i know i'll recover. thank you.

  HH: its different here in the philippines. especially for my course. they only offer it once year since only few students take it. but thank you dear.

  secret: yeah i know. its just hard to accept i failed three times. once is okay, twice its my fault, three times i'm really fucked up and so stupid. thanks anyway.

  ate papel: grabe naka abs cbn ka pala. salamat sa pagbabasa ng pst ko. at salamat nakatulong ang magagandang salita mo. maraming salamat aking ate. at ang gaga ko dahli naman ako woring student. maginhawa nga buhay ko dahil wala akon problema kindi pag aaral ko lang. ang tamad at istupida ko lang kasi. pero wag kang mag alala makakabangon rin ako.

  rmuxagirl.: thank you dear. the problem dear is me not them. they are great teachers. i'm just a bad listener and i'm oo lazy to study. but given another chance i'll do my best next time.

  kruu:thanks for the video. it ade me smile today. thank you! =)

   

   

• dailyachesandpains said on Mar 21, 2007....

  {{{{QUEEN}}}}  Awe, I'm so sorry you're down about this!
  I totally agree with vicarious. 
   
  {{{HUGS}}}
  Daily

• missunderstood1162 said on Mar 21, 2007....

  oh Queen....it's going to be alright....do you know what my job entails....advising students...and handling their paperwork and with part of that is encouraging them on how they can meet their success's while staying sane.   I work at a university.  So this week is advising week.  I've seen students this week in your same shoes.  I know how difficult this can be.  But you cannot give up. 

  Sometimes we make the same mistakes over and over and we wonder why on earth something like that could happen.  It totally mortifies us.  Later we can look back and say I still don't know why that turned out like that but here's what I learned.  That I'm stronger than I think I am.  I will give you a personal example.  I have been married three times.  I'm really embarassed about that.  Am I pro-divorce?  NO absolutely not.  Do I think it's the answer when a marriage gets rocky?  TOTALLY NOT.  I'm horrified to even admit it to people.  Worse yet when I was going through it all I was really hard on myself.  I couldn't believe me...the girl that was so into  romance and love and family and traditions etc could be twice divorced.  My poor children.  :(

  Alas....I have learned to let it go.  It is part of who I am and has made me a stronger person.  I have learned from those experiences and I don't talk down to myself any longer.  We are our own worst critics.  That negative talking in our heads can be the most devastating of all.  The terrible things we think about.  I have given all of that up because you know what.  I am worth more than that.  I am better than all of that.  Those are just details.  Crappy stuff happens to every single one of us honey.  Every one of us.  It's just different crappy stuff.  Read my post from yesterday....man I didn't even go into all of it but I was hugely stressed out over some things....some of it has been going on a while...and it feels like it will never end.  But I have faith that it will all work out!

  Try not to give up on yourself darlin!  your a great person with HUGE potential.....this is making you the strong girl that you are....you can get through this.

  Love

  Miss

   

   

• Saraiah said on Mar 21, 2007....

  No no no no.  You are not a failure.  We all make mistakes.  Your parents sound like the kind who put an awful lot of pressure on you and don't seem very good at accepting the possibility of your not passing.  It is possible there is a problem between you and the teacher, or it is the wrong subject for you.  I do very well on any topic except higher math because I am a creative person and not a math whiz.  Sometimes, that's how it is.  Don't fall into a depression about it.  Go and talk to the principal and the school counselor.  See if they can help you.

• queenparanoia said on Mar 21, 2007....

  daily: thanks for the hug =)
   
  miss: thanks for that. yeah you are right we are our won worst critic. i'll take your words by heart.
   
  saraiah: i'm a college student dear. anyway my parents are actually very accepting of this. i think my problem is my own self. i'm too critical of my own self. thanks for the advice anyway.

• Bronx said on Mar 21, 2007....

  Queen: don't even think such dangerous things - life is too precious to play around with!
  
  I agree with Vicarius and SL: failing does not make a failure - in fact, many successful people failed many times.
  
  Why else do we have the drawing board to get back to each time?
  
  Polar echoes Jesus's parable about forgiveness - there is no limit to the number of times that you can forgive others, let alone yourself!
  
  You know your mistake, do something about it - cramming doesn't work, generally, for courses that require you to think!
  
   I am loving these exclamation marks today, it seems!
  
  Seriously, queen, a guy I know has not been able to sell his product for months; and yet, see what he did.
  
  So, just take a rest, take in a movie, and plan for the next opportunity!

• queenparanoia said on Mar 21, 2007....

  hi bronx: sorry i cant go to the link you gave. anyways. this is not the first time i thought of suicide. and while i was writing i was thinking about it but not really doing it. i think suicide is coward way of escaping problems. and i dont wanna do that. i just hope that i'll be stronger next time.

• skald said on Mar 21, 2007....

  Queen. My words were so poor and awkward but please remember there will be a day after this day and you will do well. I´m sure. 

• mobil said on Mar 21, 2007....

  You know you are going to do this, finish school, finish the exams. I
  suggest you quit crying and starting working harder to do these things
  you want to do Queen.
   
  You already said you didn't study hard enough, so buckle down and get
  it done girl. Lazy don't put the butter on the table either Queen, C'mon you
  know these things. Good Luck to you.

• frontanack said on Mar 21, 2007....

  hey, Queen... queen of cramming??... oh yeah.. that is a sure fire way to set yourself up.  I imagine silver will be getting back to you... maybe I can steal his fire here... try studying the way you would.. read a magazine... or watch a sitcom or a movie:  i.e.skim... look at the pictures. and the scenery... read the BIG BOLD IMPORTANT TItles...  in other words... let things take hold a little by a little...
  
  then you can get to the stage where you ... think of questions... then, when you actually read your text... it will start to have some bloody interest... and then, you can go to actually working at memorizing or "learning" the tougher or rougher details.
  
   AS for the course you have failed... if you have the materials.. just make them part of the bathroom reading stock.. you know...
  keep reading and rereading... and when the time comes around for you to try to
   tackle that one again.. you will have a lot more familiarity... and it will be easier.
  
  What ever and whatever... it is just one course, Right?  It is not your entire life.  Hope this can help.  I feel bad for all the fearful nights you must have spent, beating yourself up, thinking you should be doing, not able too... sometimes we just have to go at some things slower.  That is all. 
  
  

• momsrock said on Mar 21, 2007....

  Queen, does it matter how many times you fail? To some it might...but others will focus on the fact that you didn't give up after the first two times...and you obviously aren't giving up after the third time if you have already called another school... focus on the fact you aren't a quitter when you feel bad that you have failed... everything will come together for you and you'll appreciate it much more after having to go through something like this to get to where you want to be. Keep your head up...you'll get it.

• CamDaMan20 said on Mar 21, 2007....

  After man made his 1st "fire" and it went out.....
  
  I wonder how many attempts it took to get the second fire to start?
  
  Glad they never stopped trying as I sit here flicking my Bic.
  

• CreativeWoman said on Mar 21, 2007....

  Maybe you need to re-evaluate your course load?  Are you taking too many hard courses at the same time?  Maybe you are spreading yourself to thin?
  
  You will be a great success in the end.
  
  Hang in there,
  
  CW
  
  
  

• agentPit said on Mar 21, 2007....

  Don't worry. I flung mine 5 times. Everyone thought I was a real loser.
  I didn't give up and found a way to pass it with soft classical music I hated most & turn on whenever I study. Not loud but low audible environment. Classical such as Mozart, and Beethoven etc is best. Make sure no alcohol beverages or smokes. Those things don't help much and make you forget faster during exam.
  
  I'm still poor in day to day language, but I manage to graduate with A in Science and Math. Huge turn around. I made my 1st 6 figures income while many still sucking Popsicle's.
  
  

• botoni said on Mar 21, 2007....

  Queen....baby!  ......and the little train said 'I think I can, I think I can, I think I can.'.....and he did!
   
  You CAN do it!  Your writing here is intelligent and quick witted!  You ve got all the raw materials!  Stick with it until you win!

• mom said on Mar 21, 2007....

  Queen- get the word failure out of your head.  You are NEVER a failure unless you quit.  You are not stupid.  What you did can be fixed.  You need to put your studies first before SC.  Make your school work your top priority, remember how bad you feel so that you don't make the same mistake and succeed, it is within your power to succeed.  You are not a failure or stupid.

  *hugs*

• Lioness said on Mar 21, 2007....

  queen, sometimes we have to fail to appreciate how it is to succeed. Failures are great teachers, it challenges us to do better if not best the next time around. So go girl, conquer yourself and never quit!
  
  It doesn't matter how many times we fail, what matters is we bounce back and realize not to make the same mistakes again.
  

• truthsayer said on Mar 21, 2007....

  You've gotten some great advice in here queen.  You gave yourself some great advice too...just let go of the negativity and accept your own challenge!  I take it that you have already been given the opportunity to repeat previously failed courses, to remove the old grade?  Did you do it three times?  There is only one other option, but you had better make sure that you are ready for it.  There can be exceptions made for students that show that they are serious. 

  I haven't worked at a university for almost twenty years, but they are usually pretty slow to change in their governing rules.  You may, possibly, be able to petition the Dean of your college, to remove a block of bad grades, if it was due to depression or some real health problem.  It wouldn't work unless you were sincere though, and had some proof. 

  Otherwise, you will just have to knuckle under and finish up, in whatever way you can.  There are always options.  Do you have a mentor at the university?  Someone that is really in your corner, to do their best to make sure that you succeed?  If you don't have one, find one.  They can make all the difference.

  My mentor intervened for me twice, in situations that to me, seemed impossible.

  You will make it.  Gather your moxie and your humility and get the help you need to succeed.  You go girl.

  truthsayer

• hotaka said on Mar 21, 2007....

  Hey QP, I just wanted to say I can feel your frustration in your words. I am sorry to read you failed but that doesn't mean you are a failure. I think it has more to do with finding out where your real talents lie. There are many successful people in this world who failed exams and some dropped out of school. Anyway, you are trying to succeed and not giving up can't be equated to being a failure. Maybe you didn't try hard enough. Maybe there's another place for you. I don't know. Right now things look pretty bleak. But that's just right now. Life has its low points and then the high points come around later. The thing is to get yourself through this. Deal with the frustration and grow. Move on. You only get once chance at life but during your life you will have many chances. Your time is going to come.

• FaithfulDisciple said on Mar 21, 2007....

  It's not the falling that counts but the rising up from falling that makes it even more worthwhile.  To lose hope and resign yourself to that situation is total failure.  Rise up to the occasion and prove to yourself and others that you have what it takes to make it.  There really is a world of difference in the way people with college degrees are perceived to be better and thus more hirable as compared to college dropouts
  
  Do it again one more time not only for yourself but also for those who have been financially supportive of your college education.  Consider it like watching a movie, the more you watch, the more you know about it as you become an authority on the subject.
  
  Never ever run away from the battle, never say never.  It's when the fighting to get up stops that really means failure.  Honestly QP, I think inside you're a true fighter and you will overcome this temporary setback. :D
  

• jad_hamizan said on Mar 21, 2007....

  look,i know it's hard....very very hard...i've been in the same boat as you around 2-3 years ago.....but you see,this is one of life's challenge...life is a war and it's very important that you fight it,not brutally but wisely......failure occurs to everyone and it's the first step of success...look at thomas alva edison(that guy who create lightbulb)he failed 9999(some say even more)but in the end he passed...yeah,maybe he's a genius and stuff,but everybody has his/her own strength...i know you've blown tour last chance,but it's not the end of the world....maybe you could continue yoiur study somewhere & use the chance you've got to excel.focus on your study & minimize other activity....when you are studying other stuff may look appealing,but it's nothing really...other people may laugh at you but once you've graduated you will be the one laughing...

  look,it's not worth it if you kill yourself...life is full of chance and you just have to grab one and eventually everything is going to be fine...if you want to chnage your life,just try...somehow you'll manage it...dont commit suicide,you'll gain nothing and lose evrything....and think abou your family and loved ones,failing you exam may make them feel let down,but if you no longer alife,how would they feel?

  everybody have their own problem,but not everyone choose to kill themselves in the end...you'll make your way out of this,im really really sure..just be strong inside,keep your mind on studies,dont take drugs,live life to the fullest and see everything on the positive perspective....it'll help you...

  i wish all the best,an dmay God bless you..(^_^)

• yani said on Mar 21, 2007....

  Ok! sinabi na nila lahat :)

  I'm here just to give you  hugs {{ hugs hugs hugs hugs....... }}

  listen to them. Failing doesn't necessarily mean you're a failure as a person.

  Pick yourself up, which I know you already did, then go on.

• lambovet said on Mar 21, 2007....

  Q- Just a short note. Do you remember how the people laughed at the Wright brothers for saying that flying 106 feet was success? Tom Edison- the man was definitely stricken by failure. How 'bout Babe Ruth who struck out thousands of times. Walt Disney? Albert Einstein? All those people were renowned by their failures, yet we remember them for their successes.Hey, how 'bout that critter 'Lambovet". He ran away from home on a cushman scooter, failed to graduate HS, turned down a chance to go to West Point, fought in foreign wars, traveled the world, raised two families and now is trying to be a resident radical at soulcast. Twenty years from now you'll look at this and smile. Hang in there hon...

• boyzmom said on Mar 21, 2007....

  Hey Queen, I just want to say I hope you see the opportunities that are waiting for you, even if it's not what you think you want. I failed twice and wasn't given another chance to complete college, but I have been given other opportunities in life, so will you. God Bless.

• silverwhisper said on Mar 22, 2007....

  queen, perhaps you should consider a study partner?
  
  ed

• queenparanoia said on Mar 22, 2007....

  skald: youre words maybe simple but it helps a lot. thanks.

  mobil: i know i can't blame anyone but myself over this. and if given another chance i'll do my best.

  frontanact: thanks for the advice i'll keep that on my mind.

  momsrock: hi dear. hey thanks for pointing that out. youre right. i wont give up on this.

  CamDaman20: hey that's a good point.i think.

  CW: i actually gain some weight because i have been stressing out. and all i do is eat. by the way how's youre business?

  agentpit: really? well glad it turns out well for you...

  botoni: my new friend. thank you.

  mom: dont worry i love soulcast but its not my top priority. remember i took days off from soulcast just to study. thanks anyway...

  lioness: ang sakit nga lang kung ilang beses ka na nagfailed di ba? pero ate salama sa iyong suporta.

  truthsayer: i'm sorry but its different here in our school. i cant explain them all cuz it takes so many space. anyway i dont have a teache to guide. teachers hates me here.

  hotaka: thanks for those words. maybe their something out there for me. who knows? the problem with me is i'm frustrated easily and i beat my self up on this.

  faithfuldisciple: true fighter... wow i never thought of that. maybe i am. maybe i'm just waiting to get out...

  jad_hamizan: i wont kill myself. i think suicide is a way cowards do. i'm not ready to give up.

  yani: luvs you my ate. huhuhuhu sana kasing talino kita...=)

  lambovet:wow... really. i'll read your blog later. you osund interesting.

  ed: i dont know if that would help...

• silverwhisper said on Mar 22, 2007....

  queen: well, can it hurt?
  
  ed

• queenparanoia said on Mar 22, 2007....

  ed: i dont know i havent tried it before. but dont worry some of y classmates are helping me with. thanks ed.

• silverwhisper said on Mar 22, 2007....

  my pleasure. i was a crappy student in school and i hate to see someone repeat my mistakes, you know? :>
  
  ed

• queenparanoia said on Mar 22, 2007....

  =) thanks ed.

• Bronx said on Mar 23, 2007....

  Queen: I am so happy for you - that's the right attitude.
  
  BTW, my friend I mentioned - he just kept improving on his product until it got some attention!

• hanayome said on Mar 30, 2007....

  I would like to share this. i am an eng'g student and part of my plans before I choose this course is to graduate earlier than expected (by taking summer classes for advance subjects). I am a scholar then but on my 2nd year, 2nd semester, I failed my 2 subjects. I was devastated. I really thought that i was bright but i am not (pala). I was a failure, and worst is I will lose my scholarship. And by the way, i was so stupid that i even tried overdosing myself out of biogesic tablets...because i was a failure. But i didn't die. I was really stupid for doing that.
  Then, I did lost my scholarship so now, my brother and my sister will have to work more to earn more because of me. (Nakakahiya talaga) because I was so proud of myself for i was a scholar before but things happen. I failed again and this time, I landed as a probationary student! 60% of my subjects failed on that semester! All in all, there were five 5.0s in my Transcript! This march, they are all expecting me to graduate...but i will not graduate because i failed my 2 other subjects (again). Though i tried my best,i guess that is not enough. im trying my best in order to graduate this October. It is not yet the end of the world.

• queenparanoia said on Apr 01, 2007....

  thanks for your comment hanayome. i'm still deciding if i could consider my subject but dont worry i dont think i could kill myself. thanks for the comment.

• hotaka said on Nov 17, 2007....

  What a great many friends you have. Even camdaman said something encouraging. "Don't give up!"

• queenparanoia said on Nov 17, 2007....

  hotaka: yeah we were friends back then...

• Lidiaxxx said on Apr 07, 2008....

  if anyone is a failure its me..i failed to graduate highschool when everyone else did..and now that im in college ..its my first year..and i failed. I feel like the only reason i went to college is because my mom wanted me to..i dont know what to do ..im deciding to take some time from school..i dont want to study something my mom wants me to be. i dont want to be a doctor..im not intrested. anyways i know this post is old..but i just had to comment :)

• queenparanoia said on Apr 07, 2008....

  lidiaxx: dont worry i quit college too... but i didnt feel like  failure when i did it. i quit because i want to live my life. yeah i was feeling low when i made this post but i'm okay... and i hope you too... =)

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