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You know how sometimes you just wish you could run away? 
 
Where you just want to pack it all in and GO! 
Enough already! 
I want out of here! 
I want a do-over!
Time OUT!
 
Do you have those times too?
 
When i was little, i remember running away. 
My mother actually helped me pack my 'bag'. 
A sandwich, an apple, some cookies.....a coloring book, a doll, my AM radio....a small blanket.
 
I had a place I'd run away to....2 houses down the street at the corner.  The house there had some tall shrubs on the side of the lot, and i'd go into those shrubs and disappear with my stuff....
 
At first it seemed a certainty that I could last days in that place with no hardship.  I'd imagine rationing my food supply and then foraging for more if it came to that.
 
And then I'd spread the blanket, and take out my coloring book - put on my radio and eat my sandwich. 
 
A few minutes later i'd be eating the apple....and then the cookies. 
 
If i could make it more than two hours that was saying alot.  Those two hours felt like 20 though. 
 
Anyway, I was wishing I could run away yesterday....
 
Except I can never think of anywhere to run away to these days....
 
I thought about it.
 
Where would I go?
 
Where would you go?
 
 


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  • lioneljay said on Mar 15, 2007....
    Secret?

    Yes.

    Secret, I have one word for you. Are you listening, Secret?

    Yes.

    Tahiti.

    Tahiti?

    Yes, Secret, Tahiti. There's a lot of life to be made in Tahiti.
  • secretlife said on Mar 15, 2007....

    LJ?

    Could I picture myself here?  or lying on this quiet beach?

    Ummmmmmm.....YES!!!

    And at the end of the day looking at this scene?  or better yet, being in that boat looking at that sky?

    I don't think it would be very hard to take at all.....

    Tahiti....yes, Tahiti.

  • MissMimi said on Mar 15, 2007....
    Take me with you, SL. I don't care where we go as long as it's far away from here.
  • secretlife said on Mar 15, 2007....

    oh mimi, you've got it bad too if you dont care the destination! 

    boy,  do i know THAT feeling!

    anywhere but HERE!!!!!

  • Tinkerman said on Mar 15, 2007....
    yeah, sometimes i just wish to drop everything & runaway from my life.
     
    but i can never ever turn my back on my children and just disappear from the face of this earth, my gulity conscious will kill me!
  • MissMimi said on Mar 15, 2007....
    Yep, got it bad. Oh, and wherever we end up? No cell phone service, please.
  • satyr said on Mar 15, 2007....
    {{{{{secretlife}}}}}}
     
    How about a small cabin in the Appalachians? 
     
    :-D
     
     
  • secretlife said on Mar 15, 2007....

    cell phone?  no way, mine's staying in the mini van!

    satyr:  sounds like that could be a hideaway....but i need running water!

  • dailyachesandpains said on Mar 15, 2007....
    Secret, the post cracked me up!  My Sister was just talking about how many times I ran away when I was little.  My Mother did the same thing...she helped me.  Lunch box and that was it though.  I would 'run away' to the rock on the side of the hill.  LMAO, my Mother could always see me from the window.  It did feel sooooo good though!

    Today, I wouldn't care where I went.  Wait, yes, as long as it has NOTHING to do with a Princess,Mickey and Minnie, Florida or ANYTHING Disney!  That's not too much to ask for is it? 

    I've often thought about jumping in my car and just driving to Maine for the night.  Then I remember that I freak out when I drive!  It's not even that far!

    Tahiti, I would love, but couldn't handle the flight.

    {{{hugs}}}
    Daily
  • beyondtheveil said on Mar 15, 2007....
    secret- I wouldn't call it running away, but there are times I just need to get away. My wife understands and sometimes even suggests it because she can see when I need it.
     
    I go to my hometown to my other friends. There is a place to stay(my mother's house) and I can while away a few days with them. It makes a lot of difference and I'm ready to come back home- refreshed.
     
    It's not exciting, but enjoyable and restful.
     
    Do you have a place similar to this?
  • queenparanoia said on Mar 15, 2007....
    yeah i have that urge too. i want to runaway go to hollywood and be an actress. LOL. no seriously i want to go an exotic island and just chill out...
  • missunderstood1162 said on Mar 15, 2007....
    well I sometimes tell myself I could run away to a special place and start a life over but my family connections are too strong.  I couldn't do it.  I have too much to lose.  But it's a GREAT fantasy that I think about a lot.  It helps me get through many a rough times.
  • mobil said on Mar 15, 2007....
    Hey SL, When I ran away, I always went down and got in my dogs house
    with him. I think my Mom baked cookies on purpose and left the kitchen door
    open when I ran away. One whiff and I came marching home again.
     
    I know you know this, but I will repeat it anyway. When we run away, we
    are really trying to run away from our problems. It is good to get away and
    distance ourselves from those problems too.
     
    My kids always thought NJ was the living end, yeah LOL they did. Wanted to
    live there. I had to explain about vacations and how life is about wherever
    you live. Life is not a vacation, vacations are short and yes they are also
    fantastic.
     
    The problem with running away, it's great for awhile, it doesn't matter how
    exotic the place, before long, if it becomes home, the problems come home
    too.
     
    I know what you mean though, it would be fun to have our brains sucked out
    and new shiny ones installed. I'd like to take that new brain for a test drive,
    maybe down Mexico way......wanna come along?
  • secretlife said on Mar 15, 2007....

    lol daily...why don't i have a hard time imagining you running away to the rock in full sight of your mother?

    my mom was really good for "oh?  you want to run away?  let me help you pack"

    No, no disney, disney characters, princesses, evil step mothers, or even frogs in my head for my getaway. 

    beyond:  no, i don't have a place like that to run away to.  home for me is 25 miles down the road.  LOL...and that's not gonna help me one single bit to 'refresh' myself....take my word on that.

    when i was commuting to the office every day, i'd have to pass a strip of hotels on the road where the office complexes were.  i will confess that i had several rainy mornings where i thought ....'i should rent a room, call in sick, and leave a wake up call'....i never did do that. 

    queen:  i think you really DO wnat to go to hollywood!  You want to sing and dance right into the movies!

    miss:  i know what you mean. i have too many family ties too.  it's the reason i was born in jersey and probably will die here....

    but it doesn't hurt to fantasize.

    how about we do some waterfalls in hawaii?

     
    mobil:  your mom was pretty darn smart.  she knew how to get you home quick enough.  did you share your cookies with the dog who shared his house with you? 
     
    you can see the only running away for me is in my head. 
     
    although i've had a few 'vacations' without my family......yes, i've had a few of those for short periods over the years. 
     
    you know i'd go anywhere with you.  even mexico where i'd be scared to death to drink a drop of water!!!!!
  • lioneljay said on Mar 15, 2007....
    Waterfalls? Why does this make me think of wet tee shirts? <devil>
  • mommyof2 said on Mar 15, 2007....
    It helps to just take a long walk.....
  • botoni said on Mar 15, 2007....
    Sometimes running away for awhile is a perfect solution.  A long time ago I had Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.  My MD suggested a holiday would maybe be a good idea.  In theory he said 2 years of meds and counselling or 2 years on secluded island would be the cure.  I liked the island theory but it seemed out of reach.  Stuff was so bad that I couldnt put a pair of socks on correctly.  I get one white and one red.  I was still sane enough to know that it didnt look right but for the life of me I couldnt figure out which one to change.  I even switched them to see if it seemed better that way.
     
    Finances considered I chose to purchase a Canada-wide Greyhound Bus pass.  Good for 30 days of travel anywhere in Canada Greyhound goes.  One of the problems was deciding where to go....east or west.  Finally I decided to let fate rule.  I got a friend to drive me to the bus depot and took the first bus out.  It was east bound.  Being social wasnt really something I wanted.  I tend to attract folks who want to pour out their hearts to me.  I just wasnt up to that.  In order to discourage contact I placed two items on the seat beside me.  The first a Jehovah Witness Watchtower magazine, the second a very good novel to which I had added a book cover that didnt belong to it.  The cover was Living With Aids.  Seemed to me those would discourage most folks.  Wouldnt you know as the rest of the passengers boarded a sweet little old lady said to me.  'Oh I m so glad to see what you re reading.  I m a Jehovah Witness and my grandson has Aids.  May I sit with you?'
     
    I made it to all the way to Halifax and back to Calgary in 29 3/4 days.  (It only takes 15 hours by bus from Toronto to Calgary.)  The bus pass ran out in Quebec but as I relaxed I wanted to see more.  It was healing experience and by the time I was home I could actually manage a pair of socks in matching color.
     
    Would I do it again?  You betcha!  It ll be more fun with out the PTSD.
     
    Secret.....A good runaway can take hours or months or years.  Whatever you choose do it up in style!  Go Girl!
  • secretlife said on Mar 15, 2007....

    LJ - if i ever make it to those waterfalls....the t-shirt would be hanging in a palm tree for sure!

    mommy:  i do the walking thing.  I walk and come back home an hour later....nono this isnt' what i was thinking about at all!  i'm talking bonafide, honest to goodness, getaway here!

    botoni:  i wish a doctor would tell me 2 years on a secluded island.  you think you could get me a referral to that guy?

    i cracked up over the little old Jehovah Witness with the grandson with Aids....just when you thought you were safe....along comes Mary!

    If your kitchen remodel becomes too much to bear, you could always take a 30 day bus ride!  If i ever had 30 days away from my life, i have no idea who i'd be when i got back!

  • lioneljay said on Mar 15, 2007....
    SL, that would be even better. But aren't the branches in a palm tree pretty high? 
  • lioneljay said on Mar 15, 2007....
    Hmmm...what to add with a double post?

    If I couldn't go to Tahiti, I think that I'd find a discrete hotel in Buffalo and hole up for a month, preferably with a very willing subbie (this is a dream we're talking about, right?).
  • MGrella said on Mar 15, 2007....
    I'd go to Rome, or somewhere with a beach and sunny days.  Hawaii?  Somewhere without stress!  Hang in there.
  • secretlife said on Mar 15, 2007....

    LOL...yeah, really high.  i can see myself standing there playing toss up to the palm tree! 

    rather than Buffalo, maybe one of those hedonism places?  jamaica or the dominican republic perhaps?  i think you'd like it there...if only in your dreams.

     

  • lioneljay said on Mar 15, 2007....
    SL, as much as I might like the warmth of a Caribbean island, my skin would not last long under the hot sun. And if I'm going to stay inside most of the time anyway, why not go to a city that I enjoy?
  • mom said on Mar 15, 2007....
    As a teenager I ran away a lot but it got me in Juvenile hall. One time I made it all the way to Oregon, Woodburn.  That was pretty cool but got arrested for spare changing people. Not my idea of the great get away.
  • mobil said on Mar 15, 2007....

    Coke, we'd drink coke, I'm packing my bags. I'll meet you at your

    door step. Oh, no, I never did share those cookies. Poor Brock,

    I did keep his straw fluffed up in the cold weather !

    LRRRAW

  • kruuyai said on Mar 15, 2007....
    queen:  You already are on an exotic island!
  • kruuyai said on Mar 15, 2007....
    When I was growing up, we lived near the railroad tracks, and I always used to fantasize about just walking down those railroad tracks and never coming back.  I never ran away as a kid, but I've done a lot of running as an adult.  These days, when I think about throwing in the towel, I think about going back to northeast Thailand.  If for no other reason than it's so cheap and the food is healthy.  I don't care for the heat, but the nice people make up for it.
  • polarheart said on Mar 15, 2007....
    Strange enough, I never had the urge to run away as a child - never ever (does that make me weird?)
     
    Secret, I would just like a nice 2 week vacation with my hubby and son at the Maldives.  Just lying on the beach and wading warm water. . .every single day for two weeks.  Hardly any sightseeing. . .just doing absolutely nothing except resting.  That's what I'd like more than anything right now.
  • mom said on Mar 15, 2007....

    This is where I'd go, I would take a ice cold bottle of water, my drawing pad and pencils, blanket and pillow. Also a life size cut out of Oded Fehr.
    waterfalls

    I would take off all my clothes and swim and lay around.  I probably would sing and draw and tlak about the meaning of life with Oded.

  • secretlife said on Mar 15, 2007....

    ok LJ ....you take buffalo and i'll take Montego Bay....

     

    mom: mom you were trouble with a capital T.

    so what is your idea of a great getaway?

     

    mobil:  i'll be waiting

     

    kruu:  didn't you ever wonder where someone who lives on an exotic island thinks about going to get away???

    you've sure done your share of traveling........and mine too!

     

    poar:  nah, i don't think you're wierd for not ever thinking of running.  2 of my sisters and my brother never ran away either. only the troublemakers think about running away!  but notice how far they usually get!  i mean you can see daily on the rock from the kitchen window.  mobil's in his dog's house, and i'm two houses down the street!  LOL

     

  • botoni said on Mar 15, 2007....
    Secret....I called my MDs office to arrange an appointment for you.  Strangely his recepitionist/nurse said something about not accepting new patients that are referred by me.  Wonder whatever she could mean!
  • mom said on Mar 15, 2007....
    Yes I was and some would say I still am. :)  I reposted my idea of a good vacation
  • gingersoul said on Mar 15, 2007....

    Secret........when i was a kid my get away wa reading books....i could get lost for hours with them and going all over the places without leaving my room....

    Or i would go to the roof terrace of my building...and take the sun sometimes, listening to my radio and since my home faces the ocean if i looked right straight in front of me i could only see the sea and imagining to be on some exotic island...:-)

    Right now.....i would love to rent one of those very comfortable sloop (with captain and sailors included) and sailing along the Caribbean islands.....ahhhhh....wanna come? Plenty of room here.....

    Or i would switch with Queen...Philippines has gorgeous beaches...Queen, i give you my home in Italy for a month there.....deal?.......lol...

    LJ...........what the heck or better who is in Buffalo?????...LOL..

  • momsrock said on Mar 15, 2007....
    I would love to run away right now... but I have no idea where I'd go. I'll have to think about it and come back :)
  • secretlife said on Mar 15, 2007....

    mom:  much better!  now you've got the hang of it....oded will stand there looking good, but won't have a whole lot to say.....yes, i'd say that is almost perfect!

     

    botoni:  oh damn!  i figured i finally found a way to get that legit medical excuse....they probaby already gave away the quota of 2 years on a desserted island scripts, huh?

     

    ging: i would love to take a nice slow sail from island to island....sounds just perfect.

    queen's goin to hollywood. haven't you heard?

    I think LJ has a strong affection for chicken wings....that's all i can think of..

     

    moms:  can you picture yourself here?

  • lioneljay said on Mar 15, 2007....
    SL and ginger: I lived in the Buffalo area for a year as a graduate student and I like the place. I can disappear there and enjoy myself very easily. Besides....if I spend enough time in Buffalo I might be able to talk SS into visiting and that could lead to all sorts of fun. :D
  • mobil said on Mar 15, 2007....
    Hey SL;  I am sure you know the title of your post was a song in the sixties?
    Or, at least the words, run, run, run away, with one more run I think....haha
     
    I can't remember the group, keep thinking the Shondells, probably even
    spelled that wrong. I think they did; Help me Ronda, but could be wrong
    about everything I've said so far LOL......lu
  • mom said on Mar 15, 2007....
    Help me rhonda was done by the beach boys
  • mobil said on Mar 15, 2007....

    Oh shut up Mom........know it all !.......haha.......Ok you're right, but

    ya didn't need ta make me look so stupid. I am pretty good at that

    all by myself.........har har

  • secretlife said on Mar 15, 2007....

    yes i knew.....jefferson starship is the group.

    do you know the song?  its a real good one.  i've been humming it all day.

    You don't know how much I love you
    buit I love you like the sun
    I'd like to put my arms around you
    and we could runaway

    if you knew how much I miss you
    oh and I miss you more and more each day
    I'd really like o come and see you
    and we could runaway
    sun is comin' and it's getting warmer
    they tell me spring is just around the corner
    I been sitting watchin' all the flowers
    birds are singin' getting louder and louder

    and here I am missin' you
    and here I go I'm lovin' you
    run run run run runnin'
    if you knew how much I need you
    oh and I need you like the air
    and if someone should takey you from me
    well then I'd runaway...
     
     
    you probably remember grace slick?  she was the lead singer.
  • mom said on Mar 15, 2007....
    I am sorry mobil, I didn't mean to embarrass you.  I thought you wanted to know. *blush*
  • footballmom said on Mar 15, 2007....
    Costa Rica all the way!  My husband and I went there last January and it was fantastic.  A great place to get away from it all and take a break from the kids.  
  • zombied420 said on Mar 15, 2007....
    I know what you mean. I been traveling non stop for over a year now. I need a vacation. As a matter of fact. August 23 my vacations begin. I will go to my favorite place in the world. Brisbane, Australia. Where the waves hurt you but don't kill you and the sun is plentyfull. I will stay there for a week, and after that where ever my budget takes me.
     
     
     
     
  • hotaka said on Mar 15, 2007....
    I don't ever think about running away though there are lots of places I would want to visit for a couple of weeks or even months.
  • openclose said on Mar 15, 2007....
    I know I would want to go someplace where there wasn't other people and where I could sleep and eat and scream and cry and walk whenever I wanted to without being afraid and without the chance of other people being there to spoil my solitude. 
    I think about a week, no more than that, would be theraputic for me.
     
    I think about running away a LOT anymore.
  • dailyachesandpains said on Mar 15, 2007....
    SECRET!!!  I was talking to my mom this evening about my run away thing when I was younger, and the lunch box.  LMAO, she said that a few times I went to the yard and got a long stick and would come back in looking for a hanky to tie at the end.  She said I told her I was Huck Fin!  THAT I do NOT remember!
  • mobil said on Mar 15, 2007....

    No, that's not the song I am thinking of SL, more run, run, run,run run aways

    in the song I am talking about, an earlier group I think.

  • Nowteam said on Mar 16, 2007....
    I would go back to London or Paris again. I really enjoy the energy of London. I feel very at home there for some reason.
  • wombat said on Mar 16, 2007....
    mommyof2 just reminded me of where I would go--Arizona. By myself next time...
  • moonriver said on Mar 16, 2007....
    secret -- as a kid, climbing trees and staying there (we had a treehouse) and lolling all day on the grass in a park by the riverbank. these days, i would often think i'd like to do a forrest gump, put on my hiking shoes and camp gear, and just start walking, preferably northward. majestic mountains, raging rivers, flood plains, capelands overlooking the sea... and yes, deserted beaches. if only...:-)

    mobil -- maybe you're thinking about this song by del shannon: starts with "as i walk away i wonder / what went wrong with our love / a love so rare and strong..."

    ginger -- can i join your exchange deal with queenie? lol.

  • momsrock said on Mar 16, 2007....
    secret, oh yes...that would work for me. Can I have a little beach boy to bring my drinks? lol
  • secretlife said on Mar 16, 2007....

    Mgrella: thanks for stopping by. Rome sounds good to me....lol, and you can see just how particular i am when i say that Hawaii sounds good too!

    LJ: SS....ginger was right after all...

    Fbm: Costa Rica huh? I can hear the laughter in your keystrokes! i don't think i've ever know anyone who's been there, so you might have to blog about that for us!

    Zombie: I didn't realize you've been traveling the whole year. Yes, a nice break on a warm beach will do wonders for you. Do you surf?

    hotaka: how's your cold? (don't forget plenty of fluids) where does a canadian living in japan and climbing mountains on the side go when he wants to escape? that is a mind-boggling question! openclose: a nice deserted island....just for you.

    daily...i mean huck... now how did running away as a kid come up with you and your mom last nite? lol!!!

    nowteam:  where are you from originally that London feels like home?   paris is one of my dream destinations too.

    wombat:  my sister went to sedona last year and the pictures are absolutely gorgeous.  i can understand you wanting to go to Arizona....

    moon:  now how could i guess you were a treehous boy?  i can see you as doing a forrest gump....just picking up and going and going  .......and going.

     

    and going.

     

    moms: absolutely!  everyone should have a cute beach boy!

     

     

  • secretlife said on Mar 16, 2007....

    mobil:  this is the song i was listening to when i wrote this....

     


     

     

  • gingersoul said on Mar 16, 2007....

    Secret....YEAH!!!..... I told you...there was a who in Buffalo.....lol....you didnt fool me Lioneljay......:-D

    Moon......oh no, the deal with Queen is for me to go there.....i have to see those places, you know....:-)........but THEN i can make a detour to your place and you can come with me so i will show you my Roma........deal?.....:-) 

     

  • dailyachesandpains said on Mar 16, 2007....
    Secret:  It was only because I was saying "Remember when I used to run away to the rock when I was little and you all but kicked me out the door"  Of course, it was nothing like that to her, lol!
     
    Daily
  • mobil said on Mar 16, 2007....
    Hey SL, It's the song Moon mentioned up above here. I was singing it this
    morning, it came to me, the words came to me.
     
    Give that song a listen SL, it's the one that came to mind for me. Yes, this
    one you Youtubed is pretty too. Thanks Moon, Thanks SL
  • moonriver said on Mar 16, 2007....
    ginger -- hmm. "you can come with me so i will show you my roma..." interesting. and funny, you didn't phrase it the other way around. ok. deal! :-)

  • gingersoul said on Mar 16, 2007....

    Moon......LOL....oh, you asian naughty stinker monkey....

    "showing my roma"...with no more capital letter......it turned out to look like a smoldering sexy invitation.......LOL...

    "no way around" ....this is only your interpretation......LOL.....

  • moonriver said on Mar 16, 2007....
    ginger -- well, you phrased it safely enough. imagine if you had reversed the two clauses and said, "i will show you my roma so you can come with me..." i dunno which one of us would have blushed the reddest ever. na na na na. serves you right for teasing this asian fire monkey... lol.

  • secretlife said on Mar 16, 2007....

    will you two stop talking about coming in my running away post!

    sex sex sex......sheesh!  

    How am I supposed to keep my mind on serious stuff like escape if you two are discussing your sexual exploits in roma? and and ...you know how hard i work to keep my blog above-board!  LOL...

  • gingersoul said on Mar 16, 2007....

    Moon......you would have blushed more...i am convinced of this....LOL...

    but you are right..."i will show you my roma SO you can come with me".....lol...

    oh yes, this would have definetely been an invitation to bliss ....LOL...

     

  • satyr said on Mar 16, 2007....
    secretlife, you're just jealous ;-)
  • moonriver said on Mar 16, 2007....
    secret -- lol! i guess great getaways like the caribbean, south pacific, and the mediterranean (even a suburban treehouse) have that effect on the most victorian prudes like me. so i daresay it was your fault for opening up the subject... ;-)

    ginger -- just don't do that thing at the fontana di trevi, and i promise not to blush...lol.

    satyr -- lol at u 2!


  • gingersoul said on Mar 16, 2007....

    Satyr.....you are SOOOO right!....lol...

    Secret...hahaha....keep your blogs ABOVE? Where am i? talking with who? Satyr, i dont recognize our friend anymore...we need to activate drastic measure.....ok, you start talking about orgams (oops, i meant origami) and i will talk about cork (oops, i meant cook).....is it better, little prude?

    Moon.....oh really? So you throw the rock and then hide your hand....little teacher's pet...lol...that thing in Fontana di Trevi will cost you an heart attack.....i promise you....*wink*

    But, Moon, we have to talk about something esle now...Miss Secretbelle is worried about the dignity of her post.....LOL..... 

    Love you, Secret.....{hugs}. 

     

  • frontanack said on Mar 19, 2007....

    "I'm Walkin in the rain: to the pouring, and I feel the pain...wishin you were here by me... to stop this misery... and I wonder:  I wa- wa-wa-wa-wa-onder.... Why?.. Why? why? why? why? why?.. she ran away... and I wonder... Where she will stay-ee-ayeeeh... my little runaway.  a run, run run run run away..."  Del Shannon,... i think... i really like that one.  I think it was on a 45 my older sister brought from the Kresge (sp?) Juke box... when she was a waitress in the soda fountain.  i was... maybe.. 6??  it was before the beatles happened in North America..  Probably when they were terrorizing Hamburg... or being terrorized.. whatever. 

    that one goes with "A Little Bit Of Soap..."" (will wash away the blood stains from the door...) oh, soory... there I go again.

    anyway... run away.. i am the girl who ran away to norhthern canada and never came back... I do have running water now... finally.  and an actual furnace too.. wowies!!... but I love the solitude, the scenery, and walking to the beaver pond with the dogs.  probably never come back.   Did mountains in the U.S. during teens... east and west and south. 

  • hotaka said on Mar 20, 2007....
    Okay. I thought about it and you were really close. There is an island in the southern Indian Ocean that it part of France. It is not big but has a lovely mountain with glaciers and bare rocky mountains and marshy green places. Either that or Greenland. I am currently fascinated with both locations after studying them on Google Earth.
  • VICARIOUS said on Mar 21, 2007....
    I have learned to give myself mental vacations, and the best thing, I can go any time I want. Not sure how ot works but I think 8 years of LSD in the 70s helps. I can segment my mind, allowing myself to one place physically, another mentally. If I don't need to be in the physical I can completely be in the mental, yet wide awake and even sitting up right, and be anywhere. I have to be careful because I can do it at will and need to "turn it off" when driving.
     
    I'm sure this sounds weird but it is awesome. If you understand lucid dreaming, it is similar. I use that to fall asleep and can do so in a matter of minutes. I don't think I ever had insomnia in my life thanks to segmenting my mind.
     
    Did this make any sense?
     
    I can be in a chair waiting for the dentist, physically. But to my mind I am anywhere I want. Sexually speaking, I can have expereinces, during situations like waiting in charis or lines that, if not careful will lead to full erections, and, if I let myself, climax.
     
    A mind is a terrible thing to waste. lol.
  • botoni said on Mar 21, 2007....
    Vicarious.....sounds more like a mind is a dangerous thing to waste....hehehe
  • frontanack said on Mar 21, 2007....

    for Vicarious...

    "Time that you enjoyed wasting was not wasted time." guess who...?

    I never had the LSD... I remember someone really being adamant about.. "..whatever u you do, do NOT DO THAT!!".. and an ex who said I was "Naturally high"... I get the drift... "segmenting" is a technical terminology that is new to me, but I think I do it.  

    I would love to even remember the dreams, recently.. let alone be lucid.  Envy... oooh.  good job though.   I think this is really how life should be.

  • Joshern said on Mar 27, 2007....

    You know, I've been to Rome, Seoul, Dubai, Kuwait, Baghdad, LA, Frankfurt, Cozumel, Belize, and a hundred other places (including Buffalo.....that one last month....duty to family.....yucky vacation) and I still dream all the time about running away.....and not to any of them ....not that each wasn't each special in its own way.... I'd run away to some small town where I could re-invent myself....no one knows me....no one expects anything from me...I'd even be happy broke and working hard to make ends meet. (not that I don't do that now!!) I think it is true that we run away from our problems rather than from a place....I've never been someplace where I didn't love the location but still wanted to flee the life..... Hard to run from yourself...you always seem to get caught

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