I have passed also this night with Bru, after a lot of sex (anal too..) and, again, no orgasm…
Yesterday evening he had a friend in his flat. Before he arrived, I gave him head and swallowed it.
Such a salty taste.
Before sliding away, he said to me that I do not reassure him very often, while he needs it…
I have embraced him and I said that there's nothing wrong with him and with what he does.
Back to my place, I checked my e-mails and found a message of V..
And again I was willing to cry. I did not expect him to wrote.
I started writing the answer, but then I saved it in draft and I have sent him just a message saying that I read what he wrote and that I would have replied in the next hours.
Bru says he cares for me.I replied saying that I wanted to see him happy.
He answered he is.

He didn't have to work this morning, and when my alarm clock rang, after some hugs and caresses, I went away and while I had breakfast I sent him an sms. “I do not know if I care for you, I do not know how to recognize what I feel for others. I don't like this and I am such a coward that I have to send you an SMS to tell u this. I like u, spending time with u and see you happy.
Sleep now, we will talk about it"