Hello
We got a call today. My brother was
institutionalized and he's under suicide watch. I think he's a fucking
idiot. How can love make anyone become this way? It's like a
fairytale. I don't think anyone should let a loss make him destroy
himself. Last night my girlfriend actually dreamed that V. killed
himself and it looks like whatever pain he's going through is really
unbearable so he's trying to end his life; For the first time in my
life I'm completely stuck, not knowing what to do. What do you think?
I know that he's in an institute in San Fransisco so I'm flying there
in the morning. Please write me back.
Dimitri
redrocks posted on Mar 12, 2007
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redrocks said on Mar 12, 2007....
haven't posted for some days coz i was at home with a flu and didn't want to write this blog from my boyfriend's pc -- sorta paranoic with cookies and so on.
I don't want him to read these words.
So now I am back.. telling the little events of my daily life and still having the feeling I am just letting things happen withaout having an active role.
plus, this story of V. is really bugging me and I eally want it to stop.
My friends Mary & Sarah told me to simply stop every contact -- no replies, nothing.
That's what I am doing...
Sarah wrote me today and told me she's still scared thinking I've been in L.A. alone with that crazy horse...