I've always wanted to leave Jakarta -- the hell hole, but now I'm in Taipei and down a notch to living in shit hole, wait, maybe it's up a notch? :/
The place i'm staying in is only temporary and the people have been tremendously nice and helpful but it is hard. Plus, having some "fear of contamination" kind of OCD isn't helping.
I didn't realize that it's been so long. last time I was here I was barely 24 -- so full of life, brave, young and carefree. Now I'm 28 and having to start all over again. I can't read anything anymore and I can barely speak the language. It's been too long that I practically have forgotten everything.
Now I am writing this at some internet cafe. Good thing I can smoke here :/ Hopefully i'll find a place soon and can finally start "living" again.
God bless y'all!
PS. I MISS YOU!!
