People I know are just careless, relatively good, just careless. She knows how I feel, I just think she feels that I have taken away her friends. Because I don't like anyone, because they all betrayed me. I just want the truth from everyone, the fighting to stop and everyone to be happy. No matter where we end up, just to be happy. to grow old with the ones we want and smile all the time. Emotions have risen so high and so low this year, there is nothing else to do, no other option, but to break down and work no longer. Academia is lat on our minds, when this shit goes on. This is a minute part of my life I know but right now it seems like it;s the entire world crashing down...maybe it is. I need to find love and stick with it and live out the rest of my life as that. As us. she wants warm air, england, anywhere else I'll follow. I'd do anything for her , she is my best friend and I never want to lose her. I can't imagine my life without her. I know I sound terribly foolish but it all feels so great to say this. Maybe one day she'll know.
Beatlesfan90 posted on Mar 05, 2007
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frontanack said on Mar 06, 2007....
I recently read John and Yoko's letter to the editor...in which they said that, concerning people who were being a pain to them.. they drew a circle around their head...which makes them look like an angel.. sort of.. and that made it easier to think of them in a positive way... as with the budhists.. who will exercise themselves in wishing health and wellness for all beings around them. Oviously we are all in great need of this, and the people who betray us are in the greatest need of all. (I have experienced a few... actually, lots.)..... it is important to not isolate your girl... she NEEDS her contacts because women are so slammed down all the time anyway... on every angle in every corner. Not to say that men aren't, but when one considers that a male age 17, no high school diploma can walk out and get a job that starts at $15.00 an hour... holding a sign or shoving a shovel... and any woman has to do 5 to 7 years of university with high grades and the attending student loans... to get anywhere near that.. well, perhaps you can catch the gist. If it is love.. nurture it. wherever she goes, you can addapt. probably more easily than she can to your world. And do not minimilize the importance of this to you: it is life and death, because we are what we are, we need what we need... and Love is All you Need.. or so I seem to remember hearing some one say. and I believe it.
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