I know I haven't been around lately. As some of you know (at least I think some of you know), I've been struggling with a bit of depression lately. I think I've figured out what is causing it and after doing a bit of research on it, I'm pretty sure I've got SAD. That would be Seasonal Affective Disorder. I match all the symptoms and I, apparently, had it last year too. I didn't realize it but DH noticed it.
Anyhoo, I'm finding it extremely difficult to get up enough gumption to get out of bed, let alone hang out online or write. I sleep a LOT and then mostly I just read. I finished five and a half books in the last week. I have barely left the house - not even to go shopping or walk to the mailbox. I just want Spring to come and this snow and shit to be done. I'm taking my leftover Paxil to help the depression part of it. It helps me not cry when I look out the window and it's snowing again... :-)
I just wanted to let those who might be concerned know that I haven't left for good, nor am I angry at anyone, nor am I dead. I will eventually get back and be normal again. I just need some sunshine and some SPRING! See you all - soon, I hope! ~^^
