• mom said on Mar 03, 2007....

  Sheis- I don't think you are a whore or fucked up mentally.  Women love challenges,just as much as any man. Women have used their wiles to get what they want. It is part of being a female. It is our right. Do not be so hard on yourself. :)

• mom said on Mar 03, 2007....

  Sheis- I don't think you are a whore or fucked up mentally.  Women love challenges,just as much as any man. Women have used their wiles to get what they want. It is part of being a female. It is our right. Do not be so hard on yourself. :)

• gingersoul said on Mar 03, 2007....

  She........i love challenges too. And, like you, if somebody tells me no....its then that i start my engines. With my jobs it worked many times in giving me the boost to upgrade my professionality, with the daily challenges of life it gives me that adrenaline rush i need to face the problem and eventually fixed it.

  When something is fobidden i reach my hand to it....

  In love i have to admit that when i was younger i seduced more than one men only because of the challenge of it.....yes, also married men...i am not proud of it.. 

  You might give this quality a negative consideration because maybe you used it mostly in a sexual way. But the root of it is good. Its positive to be challenged by  difficulties instead than being crushed by them.

  the fact you used this "power" in a way you dont feel comfortable with anymore its a sign you know there at that time there was a deep missing in your soul.... It was your desire to be chosen, valued, accepted,  the need of feel special, so special that no man could resist you and would choose you instead than another woman..

  Its a dangerous power and feeling..it can make you do anything just for succeed...

  Now that i am wiser (hahaha) and burned by my last experience involving this sex battle (battle that i have lost......i am talking about my marriage) i had to face the fact that other women use my same weapon but.....against me.....and a lot dirtier than i could ever imagined....

  i understand how sad all of this can be, how full of wrong actions and susceptible only to bring pain in people's life.......

  Guess my karma hit me good.....:-)

   

• VICARIOUS said on Mar 05, 2007....

  I think we all do these things, and deep down we all do a little whoring.
   
  Don't beat yourself up over reality.

• anonymous said on Nov 24, 2008....

  I mean since you have already identified that the specific thing that makes you want something is someone who says "No". Haven't you ever wondered what makes this so. It's pretty amusing how "Liking a challenge" is considered sufficient rationale. The fact is that people are significantly more than mere challenges. Ergo you likely don't consider people (or some subsection of people) very important. Not to mention that it's highly unlikely that you are really so attractive and/or smart that any unattainable person is fair game. Since that would include multimillionaires, famous people. Ergo you are likely going for targets you know you can hit. So this is really the admission of some kind of need for validation under a thin veneer of solipsism/narcissism. Yay you.

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