• secretlife said on Feb 27, 2007....

  hope your nap helped.

  there are a bunch of people here who battle depression....i'm sure you can find others who understand what you are going through....

   

• Lucytorial said on Feb 27, 2007....

  Hi there...... now first thing, you obviously are worth reading.... because we are here! secret and I have popped in to say

  HELLOOOOOO  *grin grin*

  Now I will check out your other posts and maybe you'd like to read mine and we can start a conversation?? whadoyarecon?

  Don't feel too alone there are too many of us here.... sometimes it takes a little searching..

• wombat said on Feb 27, 2007....

  Hi openclose.  I have read some of your writing.  If I haven't commented, I am sorry.  But you are not alone with this-me included.  So don't give up on us.  I have a memory problem, and have to backtrack and read what I've commented on in the last few days to catch up and get with the program.
   
  (We do have something in common--I want to go home, too!  When I say that, my hubby says,  "You are home."  Hard to fit a Rebel into a Yankee box, though....)
   
  I'll keep a lookout for you in my ivory tower! 

• secretlife said on Feb 27, 2007....

  *nudge nudge*    feeling better?

• openclose said on Feb 27, 2007....

  I didn't want anyone to take that the wrong way.  I was really in a depressed mood and just had to get it out.  Thank you to all of you who stopped and commented.  I honestly don't want anyone to think I am a comment whore. 
  secretlife - Yes, taking the nap helped a bit.  Ex #2 coming over unexpectedly and actually staying more than an hour helped too.  Though it hurt like hell when he left. 
  Lucytorial - I've read some of your posts and i can relate to some of them, thanks.
  wombat - I'll check out your ivory tower sometime soon.
   
  I've sat here and cried for about an hour.  Threatened to get in my car and drive away after the paycheck is deposited at midnight.  Thought about going to his house and telling him that I'm staying with him tonight.
  I've ended up deciding the best thing to do is to go to bed, talk myself into a better state of mind, get some sleep and go to work smiling tomorrow.
   
  Thank you all.  Going to bed now.

• wombat said on Feb 27, 2007....

  openclose:  So been there, done that.  I hope you had a good sleep and a nice day at work.  Be strong.  It gets better.
   
  {{{{{hugs}}}}}

• EvilTwin said on Feb 28, 2007....

  You are not alone, openclose.  Really.  I hope you are having a better day today...
   
  [Hugs]

• secretlife said on Feb 28, 2007....

  i think that going to bed is sometimes the best thing.

  i can tell you that sleeping has saved me from doing things i know weren't the smartest.

  hope you're feeling better today....

   

• Alyss said on Feb 28, 2007....

  I hope the nap has helped. Sometimes it all seems so overwhelming and it is exacerbated I find when I am tired.
  
  
  

• girlfriday said on Mar 02, 2007....

  dear oc,you are not alone when you say that no one wants to read ur posts.

  mine neither...see we are friends now joined by a common thread!!!;)

  i fought off my depression....you know how...after joining and then getting addicted to soulcast. not many have read me and neither have iread too many.i try to but ...whatever....

  i have been majorly suicidal thinking what  the hell am i doing in a marriage i didnt want in the first place!! i totally think i am a misfit of sorts till i pulled up my socks so to speak and got ready to face the big wide beautiful world!!!! yes it doesnt sound too depressing!!! does it now!!! its just how we perceive things...sometimes our perception gets clouded with our experiences...which are not always nice. these times we have to be brave ...and we dont have a choice in that.........really!!!!just let the phase pass you by...think as if its happening to a character from a book and not to you....sometimes deluding yourself helps tide over things....for the time being....

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