FD: The start of Lent........and indeed the whole season of Lent is one of my favorite seasons for reflection. You mention humility. Christ's life was all about humilty, no? from his birth in a manger, to his death on the cross.....
And we are reminded today, that we were not always here; nor will we always be....this is what it means to be human....to share this fate with each other.
The fruit of my life is the knowledge that i've raised a family. My life has purpose because of this. Raising kids who will be the next generation, who are good, participating members of society....i don't think there is anything more productive i could do.
i know, when i'm dust......they will go on. just as it did before me.
I heard a story today, a true one, about a woman I know who went to see a special person (job description - aura reader maybe?) That woman asked her questions about her life and feelings and near the end of the session she said that the woman (I know) has an aura like a bright white light around her. She said that everyone has an aura but most people's are not so brilliant. According to her beliefs, we are all reborn and ascend to higher levels of spirituality with each life. In the end we actually become a warm bright white light of energy. A person with an aura of brilliant light is nearing the end of his or her journey through earthly lives. Such a person will often find it difficult to live amongst ordinary people and will often be misunderstood. That person will also have a dark shadow behind him or her and might be perceived by others as having a mental illness. A lot of things I heard about that woman are similar to me and I thought, "Wow, I wonder if my aura is so bright. If I can have an aura of brilliant white then I would also be nearing the end of my spiritual journey and I would be a very spiritual person." I was actually going to write a blog about this and related topics but didn't feel up to it tonight.
To sum it up, I want to be good to all things and a person of warmth, compassion and peace. When I leave this life for whatever comes next, I hope I will leave a lot of good feelings behind. I hope when people hear my name they will think, what a nice guy he was. It's too bad he's gone. If I can leave my trace by bringing little flickers of light and happiness into people's lives then I can be happy to move on.
Of course, I have a long way to go before I can be so brilliant and spiritual. But today I was extra nice to my friend's dog just to celebrate my love for animals. Even animals deserve some light in their lives.