All I can think about today is how sad I am for Jane and her family.  Jane of course is not her real name I don't know if I want to use her real name. Jane died in a car wreck while on her way to school on Friday morning. Her brother was driving. He lost control on a curb and hit a tree. Even though I didn't know her as well as I used to I cried for her. I was in class with some of her best friends who are also my friends when this happened. They were bawling so I was bawling. I can't believe it. I was just talking to her the day before. It's so crazy how someone can be here one second and gone the next. I suppose that is life. What if it had been someone I was really close to? How would I feel then. I don't know why I am still thinking about it really. I wasn't her best friend or anything. This all has just made me look at all my relationships in a different way. LIke, I will not ever let anyone come between me and my friends. I mean how would I feel if someone I was fighting with today just died tomorrow? I couldn't handle that. Poor Jane. My heart goes out to all of her friends and family. Especially her brother. If he makes it through he will feel the worst. I don't even think he knows anything about it yet with him being in the hospital. I talked to her boyfriend earlier, The boy is crushed. He doesn't know what to do with himself. He was crazy about her.

I guess all I am saying is how short life can be. And how unfair it is when some people get to live to be 100 and others only get to live until they're 15 and their time is up. It just isn't fair at all.