to start, hi all, this is gonna be a platform that i can say wats goin an i got a whole load of questions that if anybody can answer/shed light that would be great.

 

ok so where im at im my young life:(cos every 2 mins someone around me is sayin your only 22 your so young, ur such a baby - y do i fell like im 50??)

 

 

now ive been single for a few months i can see certain things more clearly, and yet things get even more hazy.

 

All the girls ive been meeting lately eithere have the same name as me or a variation, or they are a beautician, an im talk'in like 4 wiv the name, and about 6 beautician - is this pure coincidence or do i attract them??? i wouldnt consider myself ugly, but im no brad pitt, th eother thing which gets on my tits is the lack of conversation there is to have with girls that ive been meeting lately. not cool, intelligence is a very sexy thing in a girl/woman. Admittedly the places i meet them kinda explains a few things, but y is it when in conversation with a girl in the early stages of knowin eachother the whole relationship thing comes up they always mention an ex, im single and i love it cos i just came out of a really bad relationship( even though it ended 2 years ago) weve all been hurt, move on for fuck sake. ive held silent grudges when ive been hurt but each person is different and i cant judge one girl the same as the other.

 

anyway i could go on bout that forever, movin on, ladies if u reading this please help. what is it with headfucking people? i mean why? the team i work in is female dominated an i hear them say shit like, he jus tex me but i wont get back to him till i fin work, make him wait, an see if he gets para. wtf is that about, cos when he dont bother wiv you in the future your like hes a bastard? an if u know a guy likes you- if you dont like him y not let him know rather than let him take you out spend his money an time on you for you to be like later at the end of the night - see seeing this kinda stuff clues me up, so when i do go out on a date im kinda good at readin the signs. im out quite alot and always meetin new people, but i think the look i go for doesnt match with the personality that i get on wiv, i aint perfect, an im well aware of that.. till next time