• PAPERBACKWRITER said on Feb 05, 2007....

  P.S.
  
  Dear Lucytorial (and all the lovies who commented on my Foreword: Tate Teatime´s Adventures). . .the story is finished. . .the skeleton, flesh, cool and absofuckinglutely great gear AND lots of blings, lol
  
  BUT, I need to protect myself. . .a long story. . .I will try to blog. . .long story short:
  
  competed in a German writing competition (novels - sponsored by Ministry of Culture), did not win, a year later my idea was published!!!
  
  Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
  
  depression: 3 months. . . :  /
  
  I am contacting publishers;I have Harlequin. . .but it is not their genre, and I don´t want to compromise. . .sigh~
  
  If I sell it. . .I feel better protected. . .two good friends (who are in the business) adviced me to be very careful. . .sigh~
  
  I am itching to post to get reaction - interaction, creative collaboration. . .
  
  BUT I AM FUCKING SCARED  - I WILL LOSE IT AGAIN. . .
  
  So please be patient. . .hope to post in 3 weeks. . .at least find a way to protect myself and give you the good bits if not the whole. . .
  
  
  I am exhausted but feel satisfied, fulfilled.
  
  Thanks to you all my dear friends from SoulCast and SecondLife, you gave me what I was looking for for a very long time. . .
  
  Indeed, if you don´t have a dream, how can you make it come true?!?!?!
  
  happy, happy, happy, - - - happy talk - talk about the things you like to do...
  
  
  

• PAPERBACKWRITER said on Feb 05, 2007....

  woooooooooooooooooooooooooohooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  
  
  
  
  
  weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!
  
  

• PAPERBACKWRITER said on Feb 05, 2007....

  
  
  yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeessssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!
  
  

• PAPERBACKWRITER said on Feb 05, 2007....

  John Lennon
  Paul McCartney
  
  Now let´s hear Ringo Starr!!!
  
  
  THIS IS GREAT:
  
  The Beatles -  Act Naturally
  
  
  he was sooooooooooooo cute, lol!!!!
  

• silverwhisper said on Feb 05, 2007....

  we'll see you when you're back.
  
  ed

• PAPERBACKWRITER said on Feb 05, 2007....

  
  
  

• PAPERBACKWRITER said on Feb 05, 2007....

  Silver yo!
  
  Merci Beaucoup bro!
  
  paper~
  
  
  

• polarheart said on Feb 05, 2007....

  Paper, Luv, enjoy your rest and take time to clear your mind of all negativity.  I will be thinking of you.  May all your hopes and aspirations come to fruition and may you find inner peace and contentment.
   
  Lots of love, Polar xoxox
   

• Jandro_hallard said on Feb 05, 2007....

  Hasta luego, entonces
  Jandro
  

• PAPERBACKWRITER said on Feb 05, 2007....

  Polarheart
  
  ((((((((((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))))))))))))
  
  {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{kissses}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
  
  paper~
  

• PAPERBACKWRITER said on Feb 05, 2007....

  Jandro, mi amigo!!!
  
  We will continue our lessons, si!
  
  Hasta luego! Te amo  amigo!
  
  juanna, lol
  

• gingersoul said on Feb 05, 2007....

  Dear Paper...........do whatever it takes to feel better and realize your dreams. You are right: bettet having a dream and see it crushed than not having any at all.

  You are brave only for trying.

  I will be missing you as i missed you lately. Your *muahhh* were little smiles scattered all over SC....:-)

  But you have to take care of yourself and your life. I wish you only the best.

  I hope to see you here again. And if you will not answer to emails or comments i will know you are taking care of your dreams.

  Love, gingersoul

  {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}       {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

• PAPERBACKWRITER said on Feb 05, 2007....

  Ginger me Ginger me lovely!
  
  My life in SoulCast would not have had such longevity if I hd not had the best welcome and support from our River Trip Gang:
  
  
  scaly
  secret
  me ginger
  jenna
  satyr
  ed
  zayda
  lioneljay
  alyss
  eviltwin
  rollingc. . .
  
  and i am sorry if i missed anyone. . .sleep deprivation, and sniff, sniff. . .the blog. . . .is sniff is you know?!?
  
  AND ALL THE NEWBIES.......that shows me . . .friends come and go. . . .we have to enjoy the moments with them while we can. . .
  
  Here my best Arnold S. mimic:
  
  I´ll be back!!!
  
  
  {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{muaaaaaah}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
  

• secretlife said on Feb 05, 2007....

  you know that i want you to take care of YOU missy!

  so do that and we'll all be here wishing you only the very best and anxious to see you again when you're rested and revived!

  be happy joanna.

   

• MissMimi said on Feb 05, 2007....

  Take care of yourself, Paper. I wish you well.

• husbandhater said on Feb 05, 2007....

  Rest well our dearest Paper on your ticket to ride. Explore the World and we will be here when you are ready to come back with your vengence:>)

   You know you'll be missed. As the British would say(Since were in the mood of them): Enjoy your holiday Love!

• dailyachesandpains said on Feb 05, 2007....

  Awe...Paper!  I will miss you dearly! 
  Take all the time you need and rest up!  Stay strong my Soul Sista!!!
  {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
  Daily
  

• satyr said on Feb 05, 2007....

  rest well, little one, I shall await your rejuvenation and return.
   
  {{{{{HUGS}}}}}

• mobil said on Feb 05, 2007....

  Get some help Paper, your highs too high, lows too low. Take the

  time, get the help and return when you can, when you can handle this

  and that.............God Bless

• MissMimi said on Feb 05, 2007....

  I hope you come back and read this Paper. I loved the Beatles videos. I have a soft spot in my heart for you because finding a true Beatles fan touched me so much. Please take the time to care for yourself. {{{{{{{Paper}}}}}}}}

• harriedpsychmajor said on Feb 05, 2007....

  Well, it's very impotant to take a break from it all, at least once in awhile.
  
  I wish you the best, paper! I'll keep in touch on Myspace!

• Zayda said on Feb 05, 2007....

  Paper--You need to focus on you and take care of you.  Make yourself a priority, hun; you deserve to do that.  

• PAPERBACKWRITER said on Feb 05, 2007....

  My Everdearest Friends:
  
  It is nice to see the names one "expects" to appear =  ) . . . have I told you all lately how much I all love you , hmmm?  ;    )
   
  Secret :  I know dear, I know =   ) . . . this blog makes me happy because it shows me yet again what friendship is  - sharing, and responsibility. . .
  
  Isn´t it wonderful to share and feel responsible - taking care of friendship?  =   )
  
  MissMimi: I chose the vids with you in mind, dearest!!! ;   )
  
  Isn´t Paul cute ;  p . lol
  
  I love you, and we will chat soon!!! Hope yahoo has flowers for backgrounds, lmao
  
  You know how easily bored I become!
  
  Husbandhater :  Aaaaaaaaaaawe, you and I have not had time to bond. . . your correspondance always lifts my spirit!
  
  Hope to return this wonderful feeling!!!
  
  Do you like the vid and tunes?
  
  Yessssssss, I got the  ticket to ride, love. . . but I care, wooohoooo. . .
  
  coming back to post my 3 week madness LOL
  
  Daily : SoulSistah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Miss you sooooo very much!  Will be reading up on you when I come back! With a vengeance, lol
  
  sounds like a bad movie, lmao
  
  he he he
  
  P.S. I pray for you and your family. . .cousin, his wife - specially your soldier!
  
  Satyr : misssssssssss chatting with you AND teasing you, lol
  
  I so enjoyed Winter and our snowball fights, lmao
  
  
  Mobil : You are sooo right, dear. . .hammer it on, lol NEED THAT!!!   = )
  
  i love you pops! ;   =
  
  Harried ; You rock!!! I am glad we share so many worlds. . .Join SecondLife, you will be impressed!
  
  Super Z : thanks hon; it is a challenge!  It is sooo easy to take care of others, isn´t it?!  I am a cliché =  )
  
  I will be dearly counting on your feedback, once I start blogging my novel. . .I love the efficiency - clarity, preciseness of your prose - more importantly it touches and warms the heart, in it´s unique way. . .
  
  I cannot enumerate, but some of  your blogs are so powerful, I sometimes hold my breath reading it.  As, I´ve told you last year - you are an inpiration.
  
  I have had a series of lovely English professors - mentors.  They were such a great support and influence in my life.  This is the reason, I wanted to bond last year. . .remember the blog I dedicated to MissMimi?  Where the three of us had a dialogue peppered by ed´s dry wit?!
  
  I want to post it again, someday soon.  It is one of my favorites.
  
  I regret being impulsive, lol deleting all my blogs. . .
  
  I am
  I am
  Paper ~  =  )

• copsunited said on Feb 05, 2007....

  I am astounded and soooo very dissappointed.

   

  I had learned to love you and look for you..I admire you more

  than you can know.. how sad this is for me..I wish you only the best

  and cannot wait until you return..I wish i did have your email..

   

  Kissses and hugs..JD the cop...

• writerspirit said on Feb 05, 2007....

  I will miss your incite and sense of humour Paper!

  I hope you find what you need in your life....

  Writerspirit :D

• Lucytorial said on Feb 05, 2007....

  lots of kisses and hugs my dear paper, I'm sorry I missed this and am so late - TAKE CARE! and return when you can..xoxo

• RollingC said on Feb 05, 2007....

  Paper... you need to take care of yourself so we can enjoy your comments and blogs when you get back...
  Take care of yourself...I'll be here (I hope) when you get back to welcome you and so will many others....
  Love
  Rc
  

• momsrock said on Feb 05, 2007....

  Paper, please take care of yourself!!! (((HUGS)))

• CreativeWoman said on Feb 05, 2007....

  Take care of yourself, Paper.
  
  CW
  

• mousenphonic said on Feb 06, 2007....

  I almost missed it, OMG! How could I?  Paper, I'm gonna miss you soooooo much.  Take care and I hope we see you sooner than we think,

  Lots of hugs and kisses and love....

  Nicola <*ms

• mom said on Feb 06, 2007....

  PBW we will always be here, fly young sparling and take our love with you.  Good luck and I know you will succeed as you are a winner.  Do not lose sight of who you are and what you want. Make it happen.  Come back when you feel up to it and never worry that we will forget you :)  all our love and friendship. *hugs*

• queenparanoia said on Feb 06, 2007....

  i'll miss you ate!!!!

• VICARIOUS said on Feb 09, 2007....

   Tommy Boy's Chris Farley said it best: I wished we'd had know one another this is a little awkward.
   
  I love that line and scene. Hey, paper, best of luck. Always remember you are already a writer, you just aren't getting paid. The hard you got that licked. May you achieve all your writing dreams.
   
  I have to admit, seeing your bookcover splashed in color on the front of your hometwon newspaper with a telephone interview is a kick. But I'm greedy, I want to walk into a grocery store and see my name on the Best Sellers list. Save me a spot.

• PAPERBACKWRITER said on Feb 10, 2007....

  You are cute VICARIOUS!  ;   ) lol
  
  Did I tell you I love virgins? lmao
  
  Sorry am a compulsive flirt!!! wwwwwwwwwwwwooooooooooooooooooooo!
  
  Seriously [and I can be, I swear! ~grinning] thank you so much for your subscription, it means a lot.
  
  warmest regards,
  
  <3 =  ) paper~
  

• PAPERBACKWRITER said on Feb 10, 2007....

  Salamat po, Thank you, Vielen Dank, Merci Beaucoup, Muchos Gracias me lovies
  
  kizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
  
  copsunited
  writerspirit
  Lucytorial
  RollingC
  momsrock
  CreativeWoman
  Mouse [me mouse!!! CONGRATULATIONS!!! All my love and allt he best!!!]
  mom
  queen
  

• PAPERBACKWRITER said on Feb 10, 2007....

  CANT STAY AWAY GUYS!!!
  
  But I am rested, feeling much better. . .writing an announcement of a virtual pseudo-vacation seems to have done wonders - pressure fell from my shoulder!
  
  GOD!  There are so many awfully interesting new people!!!  Cool bloggers!!!
  
  Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnna blog!  buhu
  
  Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnna socialize! waaa
  
  Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnna interact! sniff
  
  pouting paper<3 =  /
  
  
  
  

• petitepapillon said on Feb 10, 2007....

  Oh, Paper. I don't know about everyone else, but I highly think that one is able to blog and take care of one's self at the same time. So blog if you must and really want to. But if you think it is too soon to do so, keep resting and come back when you are feel it's the right time to blog.

  I miss your lovely words, but you need your rest. Come back as soon as you are well rested, my dear. We'll still be here, awaiting your return!

  Much love and huggies to you. : )

• PAPERBACKWRITER said on Feb 10, 2007....

  petitepapillon =  )!
  
  i love your name honey!!!
  
  YESSSS!!!  can´t stay away!  5 DAYS - NO BLOGS. . .arggggghhhhh! AM shakin. . . .cold turkey is definitely not me!!!
  
  Lookie in a few minutes:  BACK WITH A VENGEANCE!
  
  hugs,
  
  paper <3 = )
  
  p.s.
  
  i always appreciate your comments <3, dear petitepapillon.  i apologize if i was not able to reciprocate or respond to your comments of last = (. . .i read , but when i comment , i can´t help writng an epic comment so i refrain. . .i enjoy your blogs. . .and if you will permit, i will sign my name on your blogs, so you will know i was there
  
  kizzzzzzzz
  
  

• mousenphonic said on Feb 11, 2007....

  This is probably completely of topic here but you asked me quite awhile back on how one can protect you work from being stolen...
  Well, here where I live, the law states that when you find that your work has been stolen, you can take that person to court if you can proof that the work is your own.  So, since I bumped my head the first time, I'm now telling bits and pieces of the plot to my closests friends and I'm incorporating codes into my work through events and characters, and I keep all the drafts of my work that when, by chance my work does end up being published as somebody else's, I a) have witnesses to back me up,  b) only I know the true meaning behind what I have written, and c) I have the original copies of my work.
   
  Hope it makes sense.
  Lots of love,
  <*ms
   
  PS: Welcome back paper :)

• petitepapillon said on Feb 11, 2007....

  Paper, you are always welcomed to sign your name to any one of my blogs. I love your epic comments.
   
  Welcome back, my dear. : )

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