I had no idea what to title this.
So, for the past 6 months or so I have been losing a lot of weight. I'm not sure how much cause I don't have the courage to weight myself yet. It's getting to the point where you can start to see my bones. It's not like I am one of those girls who is obsessed with her weight and doesn't eat and exercises constantly: I eat junk food like crazy and I stopped exercising 5 months ago, and I'm still losing weight.
Plus a couple days ago I found a weird bump below my collar bone and today I found one on my neck. I don't know if i should be alarmed or not. I'm going to talk to the pharmacist today and see what he says about all this. After I get paid I'm getting my butt to the doctor which will be fun because I don't have insurance yet. I'm afraid he's going to want me to go to the hospital and get tested, and I hate hospitals and I don't even have the money to go to one. In fact I'm still paying off my visit from last year.
<sigh> I don't know what to do and I am so scared right now. I just see myself getting farther and farther into debt.



