We all have bad habits, thats an obvious human flaw. Something no one seems to be excluded from. My worst bad habit would have to be the amount of time I spend analyzing and going over things in my head. I seem to prepare myself for the worst or more unlikely weird situations ever, by thinking about them beforehand. What if he says this to me...or what if that happens....It is all to hopefully avoid some sort of awkward or embarrassing social situation. To come out on top, to have the last word, to be prepared when someone tries to confront me over something. I realllllly hate confrontation. Maybe its just part of having my extreme type A personality. I really wish that I didnt do it because it would probably bring my stress level down a lot, but its so hard to break a habit that you partake in so automatically.
Its been a bad habit for so long that I cant even remember not doing it. I am sure there are worse habits of course...I mean....things that are more obvious and probably more common than my problem. You know...those habits that we all partake in but vehemenently deny when asked about it. Picking your nose for instance....anyways, feel free to share your bad habit. I won't tell.
I start another semester tomorrow. 7 hours of class a day for the next two weeks. Then I start student teaching in the first grade. I should go to bed, I am not looking forward to this class at all...but...nothing I can do.
good night,
small_flower
